XXX Kahani Sarhad ke paar

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[font="]Dobara meri aankh khuli to main apne aap ko pehle se jyada fir mehsoos kar raha tha……….mere kandhe mein bhi ab dard pehle se kam mehsoos ho raha tha…………main uth kar baith [/font][font="]gaya[font="] aur fir baahar dekhne ki koshish karne laga………..baahar dhundh dikhayi pad rahi thi….iska matlab abhi bhi mausam pehle jaisa hi tha…..yeh mere liye achchhi baat thi kyon ki jiss jeep ko kal raat main khaayi mein dhakel kar aaya tha , woh barf ki wajah se jaldi kisi ki nigaah mein nahi aa paayegi……….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Maine[/font][font="] bistar se uthne ki koshish ki ………….mujhe apne shareer mein kamjori ka ehsaas hua par fir mein bistar se uth kar khada ho [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ………dheere dheere chal kar main kamre se baahar aaya ……..saamne kitchen mein dekha , wahan koi bhi nazar nahi aaya… main aur aage chalne hi waala tha ki Shaazia wahan aa gayi…………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]
[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Arrreee…..! aap baahar kyon aa gaye …………chaliye waapas bistar par jaakar aaram kijiye…………” usne mujhe dekhte hi kaha aur fir mera haath pakad kar waaps kamre ke andar le aayi……..aur palang par baith diya..[/font][/font]

[font="]“ main ab theek hoon Shaazia………….lete lete bor hone laga tha , sochaa thoda ghoom loon ………” [/font][font="]maine[font="] kaha , fir aage poochha “ Hina kahan hai ? “ [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Baaji gaanv tak gayi hain ……….. “ keh kar who muskurayi aur fir boli “ aane hi waali hogi “ [/font][/font]

[font="]“ Wowww ……………to itni door kyon khadi ho , aao mere paas aao na “ [/font][font="]maine[font="] muskurate huye uski taraf haath badhaya ………jise usne thaam liya aur mere najdeek aa gayi ………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]mere paas khade hokar usne mere gale mein apni baahen daal li aur fir boli “ [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] kaha na , baji aane hi waali hongi ………koi galat harkat karne ki koshish mat karna “ keh kar woh ada se muskura di [/font][/font]

[font="]uski iss muskurahat par main sabh kuchh luta sakta tha ………..[/font][font="]maine[font="] usko kamar se thama aur apne ooapr kheench liya ……….woh bina kisi virodh ke meri gode mein aakar baith gayi ……uski baahein abhi bhi mere gale mein hi thi………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]maine[/font][font="] uske chehre ko apne ek haath se apne taraf ghumaya aur ek kiss uske gaal par kar diya………jawab mein usne bhi wahi harkat mere saath ki …….fir to maano ek khel sa hum dono ke beech shuru ho [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="]…….hum dono ek doosre ko baari baari se choomne lage……..humaare chumbano ka daayra ek doosre ke chehre tak hi seemit tha………par dilo ki dhadkan badhaane ke liye yeh bhi kaafi tha………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Fir [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] usko thama aur ghuma kar bistar par leta diya…aur khud uske oopar aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="]…………ab woh bistar par pair neeche latkaaye leti huyee thi aur main uske oopar tha ………….maine apna saara wajan apni ek kohni par dala hua tha ………maine apna sar neeche jhukaya aur fir uske honthon par apne honth tika diye ………..humesha ki tarah usne apne honthon ko kholkar mera swaagat kiya ………..aur fir hum dono ke honth aapas men ulajh kar reh gaye ………..hum dono hi ek doosre ke honthon ka ras choosne mein lage huye they………. …………..mera ek haath bistar par tika hua tha aur doosre haath ko maine neeche se uske kurte ke andar daal diya …………….[/font][/font]

[font="]Uske pet se hota hua mera haath dheere dheere oopar ki taraf badhne laga …………humaare honth abhi bhi aapas mein jude huye they , par mere haath ki harkat se uske shareer mein ek sihran si saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi ……oopar ko chalta hua mera haath apni manzil par pahunch gaya aur uske ek ubhaar ko maine apne haath mein thaam liya ……….usne apne honthon ko juda kiya aur meri aankhon mein dekhne lagi ………..fir apne chehra mere seene mein chhipa liya ………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Baaji aane hi waali hongi ……………abhi mujhe chhod do …………….. “ woh mere kaan mein fus-fusaate huye boli ……………[/font]

[font="]main karvat lekar uski bagal mein aa [/font][font="]gaya[font="] ………..usko apne paas kheencha aur ek baahn ko uski kamar par lapet kar usko apne saath lipta liya…….apna muh uski gardam mein ghusa diya aur wahan usko choomne laga ……..usne bhi apni dono baahein meri gardam mein daal kar mujhe aur kas ke apne aap se chipta liya ……………………kuchh minutes ke liye waqt maano thahar sa gaya……….hum dono ek doosre se lipte huye iss hi tarah pade rahe aur ek doosre ki dhadkan ko ginte rahe…………………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]10 minute baad Shaazia ne dheere se apne aap ko mujh se alag kiya aur fir mere gaal ko choom kar bistar se uth gayi…………….uth kar usne apne kapdo ko sahi kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar muskurayi aur kamre se baahar nikal gayi ………………………[/font][/font]

 

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[font="]Kuchh hi der ke baad Hina waapas aa gayi …………woh dono behne apne kaam mein lagi rahi aur main bistar par pada-pada apne ghar waalo ke baare mein sochta raha………jaisa ki Aslam beg ne kaha tha , agar uski baat sach thi to mere ghar waalo par waakayi bahut buri beet rahi hogi………..sab log yahi samajh rahe honge ki main plane crash mein mara gaya ………….meri aankhon ke saamne ek ek kar ke meri mummy , papa aur behan ki tasveer nazar aane lagi…………..kya haal ho raha hoga unn becharo ka mere baare mein soch soch kar……………kaash !! koi tareeka hota jo main unko apni salamati ki khabar de pata ………………….sochte sochte pata hi nahi laga ki kab meri aankhen nam ho gayi………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Kya hua …? Kya soch rahe ho ? “ yeh Hina ki awaaz thi , woh mere palang ke paas khadi thi ………..haath mein khaane ki plate lekar ……….[/font]

[font="]Apni aankhen ponchhta hua main baith [/font][font="]gaya[font="] …” nahi…koi khaas baat nahi……..bas aise hi ghar waalo ka khayaal aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ……….” [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Usne plate mere saamne rakh di ………” kahana khaa lo “ fir khud bhi wahi palang par baith gayi………[/font][/font]

[font="]“ Aur aap log ? aap khana nahi khayenge ? “ [/font][font="]maine[font="] poochha…[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ hum log bhi kha lenge ………pehle aap to kha lo “ woh muskurate huye boli ……….” Agar yeh haadsa na hua hota to shaayad tum aaj hi yahan se nikal sakte they “ …..[/font][/font]

[font="]main uski baat sunkar ek dum chaung [/font][font="]gaya[font="] “ achchha !! who kaise “ [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]
[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Aaj hi humaari ek gaadi [/font][font="]Hindustan[/font][font="] ja rahi hai…………….kuchh maal lekar …agar tum sahi hote , to hum aaj hi yahan se nikal sakte they “ kehkar usne ek baar fir meri taraf dekha aur muskura di ………..[/font][/font]

[font="]uski baat sunkar mujhe fir ek jhatka sa laga ………… usne hum shabd ka use kiya tha , jisne mujhe chaukaa diya tha……….par [/font][font="]maine[font="] kuchh bhi jaahir nahi hone diya…….aur chup-chap khana khata raha……….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Maine[/font][font="] jaldi jaldi apna khana khaya aur bistar se uth kar khada ho [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] …usne plate mere haath se le li aur boli “ tum lete raho ……..aaram karo………….jo kaam ho mujhe batao “ [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Nahi ….ab main sahi hoon……….apne kaam apne aap kar sakta hoon ……….” Main baahar [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] aur haath dho kar waapas kamre mein aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="]………woh bhi wahin laut ke aa gayi thi……….mujhe dekh kar woh muskurayi , [/font][/font]

[font="]main bistar par baith [/font][font="]gaya[font="] ……aur uss se bola “ meri wajah se tum logo ko fir pareshaani ho rahi hai , tum chaho to main waapas tabele mein chala jaata hoon “ [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]usne mere chehre ko dekha aur fir boli ….[/font][/font]
[font="]“ tum abhi poori tarah sahi nahi ho Ajay…………..kal tumhara kaafi saara khoon beh [/font][font="]gaya[font="] tha ………..abhi 1-2 din yahin par aaram kar lo “ ….fir kuchh seconds ruk kar aage boli “ aur rahi baat pareshaani ki ………tumhaari iss haalat ki wajah bhi to hum log hi hain ………..” keh kar usne mujhe ek baar fir muskura kar dekha aur kamre se baahar chali gayi …………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]woh kuchh hi seconds baad fir waapas aayi , haath mein ek gilaas lekar “ lo , yeh dawaayi pee lo “ [/font][/font]

[font="]maine[/font][font="] gilaas haath mein le liye aur uss se poochha “ yeh dawaayi kaisi hai ……..swaad to bahut kadwa hai par saara dard mita deti hai …” [/font]

[font="]woh fir se muskurate huye boli “ yeh humaari special dawaayi hai ………..tum bas pee jao aur araam karo “ [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]maine[font="] ek baar fir se dawaayi ko dekha aur fir ek hi sans mein gilaas khaali kar diya ………..iss baar uska swaad kuchh alag tha , ek teekhi si lehar mere poore shareer mein daudti chali gayi………….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Usne mere haath se gilaas liya aur kamre se baahar nikal gayi ………….main waapas bistar par aakar let [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] …………….5 minute baad hi meri aankhen fir se band hone lagi ……….main aaj bahut so chukka tha par fir bhi mujhe fir se neend aane lagi thi[/font][/font]

[font="]………………maine poori koshish ki apne aap ko na sone dene ki par ek ajeeb se behoshi mere jehan par haavi hone lagi aur fir meri aankhen band hoti chali gayi[/font]

 

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[font="]Mere hosh dheere-dheere waapas aa rahe they , par ek ajeeb sa ehsaas mujhe ho raha tha…..mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki mere kaan aur dimaag to kaam kar rahe hain par shareer ke baaki bhaag ilkul sunn pad chuke hain…… maine apne haath –panv hilane ki koshish ki , par aisa laga jaise unhe kisi adrashya shakti ne baandh rakha ho……..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Maine[font="] apni aankhen kholne ki koshish bhi ki , par chaah kar bhi nahi khol paaya ………mera sar bhaari sa ho raha tha , bilkul aise jaise koi insaan do dino tak na soya ho aur fir usko sote hi neend se utha diya jaaye………kul milakar mere oopar ek ajeeb si behoshi chaayi huyee thi …main apne shareer ko apni hi ichchha se nahi hila pa raha tha …….bas mera dimaag jaaga hua tha , woh bhi shaayad isliye ki meri will power kaafi strong thi……[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Mujhe apne paas kisi aur ka bhi ehsaas hua…………..koi aur bhi tha jo iss samay mere saath leta hua tha ……………….jo bhi koi tha , woh mere se lipta hua tha aur usne apna ek haath meri chaati par rakha hua tha…saath hi uski ek taang bhi meri kamar par chadhi huyee thi ……. Meri turant hi samajh mein aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ki woh kaun ho sakta hai ………..ya to Shaazia , ya fir Hina ……[/font][/font]

[font="]Maine[/font][font="] kuchh bolne ke liye muh khola par meri awaaz mere halak ke andar hi ghut kar reh gayi…….poora jor lagaane ke baad sirf ek halki si karahat hi mere muh se nikal paayi……….woh job hi thi , usne shaayad meri awaaz sun lit hi ………mujhe apne chehre par garam saans ka ehsaas hua aur fir usne mujhe choomna shuru kar diya ……….. uska ek haath mere seene par fir raha tha aur doosra haath mere baalo mein ………..usne mere maathe se choomna shuru kiya aur fir gaalo se hote huye , mere hontho par aa gayi ….4-5 chhote chhote chumben karne ke baad usne mere neeche waale honth ko apne honthon mein daboch liya aur choosna shuru kar diya …….[/font]

[font="]Mere liye yeh ek ajeeb si stithi thi……….ek ladki mere saath yeh sab kuchh kar rahi thi aur main kuchh bhi nahi kar paa raha tha …………uska haath mere seene se hote huye mere pet tak pahuncha aur fir usne mere land par ek baar haath firaya , aur fir usko daboch liya …………kitni ajeeb baat thi , mera saara shareer sunn tha , par mera lund abhi bhi jaaga hua tha aur uske haath lagate hi usne apna aakar badhana shuru kar diya ……………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Uss ne meri shirt ke saare buttons khol diye they aur fir dheere se mera pehna hua trouser bhi neeche sarkaane lagi ………….thoda sa neeche sarakte hi , mera land jo abhi tak poori tarah se khada ho chukka tha , ek dum se baahar aa [font="]gaya[/font][font="] ……….usne dheere dheere trouser ko neeche sarkana jaari rakha aur fir use mere pairo se nikaal diya ……………[/font][/font]

[font="]Na chahte huye bhi mere shareer ka saara khoon ek hi disha mein daud raha tha ………….. woh ab mere pairo ko choom rahi thi aur fir dheere dheere uske honth oopar ko badh rahe they ……..mere liye sabse kharaab baat yeh thi ki main apne haath paanv bhi nahi hila paa raha tha ………….maine apni aankhen fir se kholne ki koshish ki , iss baar mujhe itni kaamyabi to mili ki main kuchh kuchh dhoondhla sa dekhne mein kaamyab ho gaya ………………usne apna chehra , meri jaanghon par jhukaya hua tha ………..fir mujhe uske honthon ka geelapan apne lund par mehsoos hua ……………….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Meri dhadkane aur saanse ab tez hone lagi thi……….usne mere [font="]lund[/font][font="] par kiss karne shuru kar diya they ………pehle chhote chhote kiss aur fir uski jeebh ka ehsaas mujhe apne uss ang ar hone laga …………woh jeebh ko oopar se neeche fir rahi thi………theek waise hi , jaise ki koi icecream ko chat-ta hai ……[/font][/font]

[font="]Ab uske honth mujhe apne pet par mehsoos hone lage …………fir dheere dheere oopar ki taraf badhte huye , woh mere seene tak pahunchi aur wahan choomna shuru kar diya …………….kaafi der tak woh mere seene ko choomti aur chat-ti rahi……………….iss position mein uski gaand mere lund ke theek oopar thi …jiska eh saas mujhe ho raha tha , saath hi yeh bhi maloom pad raha tha ki woh bhi meri tarah nangi haalat mein hai………….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Uske honth ab meri gardan se hote huye fir se mere honthon tak aa gaye…………kuchh der tak mere honthon ko choosne ke baad , mere gaalo ko choomte huye woh mere kaan tak pahunchi aur fir wahan haule haule daanto se kaatne lagi ……….iss position mein uski choot ab bilkul mere lund ke oopar thi , jiske geele pan ka ehsaas mujhe ho raha tha ……………[/font]

[font="]“ Kya kar rahi ho ………………??? “ poora jor lagaane ke baad main sirf itna hi bol paaya………..mujhe aisa laga jaise meri awaaz kisi gehre huen mein se aa rahi ho ……………. [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Pyar kar rahi hoon ……….” Usne dheere se , fus-fusate huye kaha ………..main turant uski awaaz pehchaan [font="]gaya[/font][font="] , yeh Hina hi thi …………….. [/font][/font]

[font="]Fir woh apna ek haath neeche le gayi ………………..mere lund ko apne haath se pakda aur khud ko thoda sa oopar kar ke , apni choot ke muh ko mere lund par tika diya…………fir mere gaal par apna gaal ragadti huye who neeche ko hoti chali gayee…………mera bilkul sakht ho chukka lund , bade hi aaram se uski geeli choot mein samata chala gaya………………………..[/font]

 

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[font="]Is baat ka ehsaas to mujhe ho chukka tha ki Shaazia ghar par nahi hai …..tab hi Hina yeh sab kaam kar paa rahi hai………..uske dono haath ab mere seene par tike huye they aur apni gaand ko oopar-neeche karte huye woh mujhse chud rahi thi ……….. meri kamar bhi , na chaahte huye bhi hilne ki koshish kar rahi thi , aur kuchh had tak mein usme safal bhi ho raha tha …..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Who thoda sa aage ko jhuki aur apni ek choochi ko apne haath se pakad kar mere muh par laga diya , maine bhi apna muh kholkar usko muh mein bhar liya …………..kul milakar , jo kaam usne shuru kiya tha , usme ab main bhi uska saath de raha tha ………… maloom nahi yeh uski di huyee dawaai ka asar tha ya kuchh aur , main bhi uske iss khel mein doob jana chahta tha ……[/font]

[font="]Ahhh……………ohhh……………ahh……..ouuu……………….. uke muh se kuchh iss tarah ki masti bhari awaaze nikal rahi thi …………………..mere oopar chhaayi huyi behoshi ab hatne lagi thi aur haath paanv bhi ab kuchh had tak hilne lag gaye they …………….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Maine[font="] apne aap ko kohniyon ke bal oopar ko utha liya aur aadhi-baithi huyee position main ho [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] …………….usne aage badhkar mere gale mein apni baahen daal di aur apni gaand ko lagatar hilana chaloo rakha…………uski dono choochiyan iss position mein mere seene par dabi huyee thi ………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Main jald se jald iss khel ko khatam karna chahta tha……….maine uss ki kamar ko pakda aur fir usko pakde-pakde palat diya………….usko bistar par leta kar main khud uske oopar aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="]……………..kuchh seconds tak main uske chehre ko dekhta raha …….yeh ladki har baar ek naye roop mein mere saamne aati hai ……………iss samay uski aankehn aadhi band thi , jaise kisis gehre nashe mein doobi huyee ho ………..[/font][/font]

[font="]Maine[/font][font="] apna [font="]lund[/font][font="] fir se uski choot mein dhakela aur fir dheere dheere dhakke lagane shuru kar diya ……….har dhakke ke saath uske muh se siskaariyan nikal rahi thi ……….. dheere dheere [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] apne dhakko ki raftaar badhani shuru kar di , har baar main [/font][font="]lund[/font][font="] ko poora baahar nikaal kar , waapas poora andar ghusa deta tha …………usne ek baar aankh khol kar mujhe dekha fir apni aankhen band kar li ……….woh apne dono haath mere seene par fira rahi thi ………….saath saath uski kamar bhi neeche se mere har dhakke ka poora jawaab de rahi thi ………….[/font][/font]

[font="]Hum dono ki manzil ab najdeek aati jaa rahi thi ……….usne apne dono haath aage badhya aur apne aap ko thoda sa uchka kar mei gardan mein apni baahen daal di ………..[/font][font="]maine[font="] bhi apne aap ko uske oopar aur jyada aage jhuka diya …………uski dono taange ab poori tarah se oopar hawa mein uthi huyeethi …………..ha pal humaari raftaar mein tezi aati jaa rahi thi …………usne apni baahon ko meri gardan ke ird-gird kas ke lapet diya aur mere gaal se apna gaal ragadne lagi ……………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Ahhhh………………….offff………………………ohhh…………….ouuuu…………….ki awwazein kamre mein goonj rahi thi , jo hum dono ke muh se nikal rahi thi …………woh ab be-tahasha mere chehre ko choom rahi thi ……………….apne muh ko mere kaan ke paas le jaakar woh mere kaan mein boli ………….[/font][/font]

[font="]“ main tum se bahut pyar karti hoon Ajay …………….mujhe kabhi bhi mat bhulana ………………..” kehne ke saath hi uske haath meri peeth par kas gaye , uska poora shareer akad gaya aur fir dheere dheere dheela padta chala gaya……….maine bhi apni kamar ko jaldi jaldi hilaya aur fir ek tez awaaz muh se nikaalte huye , apne shareer ki saari garmi , uske shareer mein udel di ……………………..paseene se nahaye humaare shareer shant padte chale gaye[/font]

 

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[font="]Baahar barf baari ab ruk si gayi thi ………main khidki se baahar dekhne ki koshish kar raha tha …….ek do sheeshe hi sahi salaamat they jin me se main baahar dekh pa raha tha ………….. baahar barf ki safed chaadar si bichhi huyi thi ..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Abhi kuchh hi der pehle ek vasna ka toofaan iss kamre mein se aakar gujar chukka tha ……….toofan ke shant hote hi Hina bistar se uth kar chali gayi thi aur main kuchh der vaise hi leta raha …….fir apne kapde pehan kar main yahan khidki ke paas aakar khada ho gaya tha aur baahar dekhne ki koshish kar raha tha ………..iss beech do baar Hina kamre mein aakar chali gayi thi , par hum don one hi ek-doosre se koi baat nahi ki thi …………[/font]

[font="]Main waapas bistar par aakar let [/font][font="]gaya[font="]…………mere oopar jo behoshi si chaa gayi thi , woh ab door ho chuki thi ……..fir bhi , shaayad dawaai ka asar tha jo mere saare shareer mein dard sa ho raha tha ……..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Baahar darwaaze par aahat huyi …..main sambhal kar baith [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] aur Hina darwaaza kholne ke liye chali gayi …..kuchh hi palo mein [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] Shaazia ko andar aate huye dekha ……..usne ek overcoat pehna hua tha aur pairo mein long boots they…………..itne achchhe mausam ke baad bhi uske chehre par ajeeb si udaasi dikhayi pad rahi thi aur hamesha rehne waali smile gaayab thi……………[/font][/font]

[font="]Uske peechhe peeche jo shakhs andar daakhil hua , usko dekhkar ek baar to main chaunk [/font][font="]gaya[font="] aur alert ho [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="]……………..woh Hasan ali tha…………shaayad Shaazia ke saath hi aaya tha…………..woh dono ek saath doosre waale kamre mein daakhil ho gaye , jo bilkul saamne the ………..andar ko jaate samay Hasan ali ki nazar mere oopar padi aur usne ek haath uthe kar mujhe salaam kiya ……….mano kaafi pehle se mujhe jaanta ho …………….mere liye yeh ek nayi baat thi , maine bhi jawaab mein sar jhuka kar uske salaam ka jawaab diya ………….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Saamne waale kamre mein pahunch kar Hasan ali kursi par baith gaya aur Shaazia waapas baahar nikal kar ghar ke andar , shaayad apne kamre mein chali gayi……………Meri nigah Hasan ali par hi thi , woh kamre mein baith hua idhar-udhar dekh raha tha …………kuchh hi der baad Hina uss kamre mein pahunchi aur uske saamne doosri kursi par baith gayi ………..dono kuchh der tak aapas mein baat karte rahe……….jo bhi baat dono kar rahe they , woh itni halki awaaz mein ho rahi thi ki ek bhi shabd mere kaan tak nahi pahunch pa raha tha………..pratyaksh mein main aankhen band kar ke lete hua tha, par baar baar uski taraf bhi meri nigaah chali jaati thi ……………maine gaur kiya ki beech beech mein jab bhi Hina usko kuchh samjhati thi, uski nigaah mere oopar hi padti thi ……[/font][/font]

[font="]Fir Hina kursi se uthi aur lakdi ki almaari ke paas pahunchi ……….usne almaari kholi…….mujhe yahan se bhi saaf dikhayi pad raha tha ki usne kuchh paise almaari se gin kar nikaale aur fir waapas aakar woh paise Hasan Ali ke hawaale kar diye………… Hasan Ali ne muskurate huye Hina se kuchh kaha aur fir paise apni jeb ke hawaale kar diye ……….fir woh uth kar khada ho [/font][font="]gaya[font="] aur kamre se baahar nikal aaya ………..baahar aate samay fir se uski nigaah mere se mili aur usne muskurate huye mujhe fir se salaam kiya ………jiska jawaab [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] apna sar hila kar de diya ……. Fir Hasan ali aur Hina baahar ki taraf chale gaye ………….darwaaza khulne aur fir se band hone ki awaaz aayi aur fir kuchh hi der mein Hina waapas kamre mein chali gayi………………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Uske baad ka saara samay lagbhag chup chaap hi beeta …………..beech mein ek do baar Hina mere kamre mein aayi par hum dono ke beech koi baat nahi huyee……….iss beech ek baar bhi mujhe Shaazia nahi dikhayi padi ………shaayad woh apne kamre ke andar hi baithi huyi thi ………[/font][/font]

[font="]Raat ko Hina fir mere kamre mein aayi , khana lekar ……….usne muskurate huye Khane ki plate mere paas rakh di aur boli “ Khana kha lo …………………” [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Main bina kuchh bole , bistar par hi baith [font="]gaya[/font][font="] aur chup chap khana khane laga ……………saara mahaul kuchh ajeeb sa lag raha tha ……….Shaazia ki khamoshi , Hina aur Hasan ali ki muskurahat ..kuchh ajeeb sa ehsaas karwaa rahi thi…………meine saari baato ko apne dimaag se jhatka dekar nikaal diya ……………..” jo bhi hoga , dekha jaayega ……..” sochte huye main khana khaane mein mashroof ho [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ………aur kuchh hi minutes mein khana khatam kar liya ……………..Hina plate lekar chali gayi ……main bistar se uth kar, haath dhone ke liye bathroom ki taraf chal diya…………kamre se baahar aakar , jab mein bath room ki taraf ja raha tha………Shaazia ke kamre ke saamne se gujarte huye maine apni nigaah andar daali …………..Shaazia apne bistar par ulti hokar leti huyi thi ……….uska haath apne sar ke oopar tha aur chehra takiye mein chhipaya hua tha ……….maloom nahi pad saka ki woh so rahi hai ya nahi …………………..maine bath room mein jaakar , apne haath dhoye aur waapas aakar bistar par baith gaya[/font][/font]

 

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[font="]Raat ho gay thi ….dono behne apne-apne kamro mein sone chali gayi thi par meri aankhon se neend gaayab thi….na jaane kyon aisa lag raha tha ki kuchh hone waala hai ..kya ? yeh mujhe bhi nahi maloom tha ……[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Main bistar se uth kar khada ho [font="]gaya[/font][font="] …….khidki se baahar jhaank kar dekha …baahar bilkul sannnata tha …….main kuchh der yun hi baahar dekhta raha fir kamre se nikal kar baahar aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="]……..maine pehle Hina ke kamre mein jhaank kar dekha……wahan bilkul khamoshi chhayi huyee thi …fir main dabe paanv chalta hua ghar ke main darwaaje tak pahuncha aur darwaza khol kar ghar se baahar aa gaya…….[/font][/font]

[font="]Andar ki tarah hi baahar bhi sannata sa chhaya hua tha………..door door tak bilkul khamoshi thi…………ghar ke baahar ka bulb off tha aur tabele ke andar bhi roshini ka koi naam-o-nishaan nahi tha………[/font][font="]maine[font="] dheere dheere chalta hua tabele tak pahuncha……andar daakhil hua…aur light on kar di …fir main uss kamre mein pahunch , jahan main pehle reh raha tha……andar pahunch kar maine bistar hataya , aur fir mujhe chaunk jana pada ………bistar ke neeche main ek revolver chhipayi huyi thi , wahi jo main apne saath yahan lekar aaya tha ……..woh ab gaayab thi ………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Mere liye yeh bilkul ajeeb baat thi , kyon ki yahan Hina aur Shaazia ke alawa koi aur nahi aa sakta tha aur yeh kaam un dono mein se hi kisi ek ka tha…………shaayad Hina ka ……[/font][/font]

[font="]Main fir kamre se baahar aa [/font][font="]gaya[font="]…………doosri revolver maine tabele ke andar chhipayi huyi thi ( wahi jo maine uss inspector se cheeni thi ) , maine usko dhoondha ……aur woh mujhe wahin par se mil gayi , jahan usko maine chhipaya tha ……….maine revolver ko apne kapdo mein chhipaya aur baahar aa kar ghar ki taraf chal diya ……….[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Ghar ke andar aakar [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] fir se main darwaaza band kiya aur fir apne kamre mein aa [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ……….pehle ki hi tarah ghar mein khamoshi hi chhayi huyi thi …[/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] kamre mein charo taraf nigaah daudayi………khidki ke oopar ek chhota sa roshandaan mujhe najar aaya…….maine palang ke oopar khade hokar roshandan mein haath dala ………….wahan achchhi-khaasi jagah thi……maine revolver ko wahin par rakh diya aur palang se utar kar neeche aa gaya………neeche se dekhne par revolver dikhayi nahi pad raha tha…[/font][/font]

[font="]Main fir se palang par let [/font][font="]gaya[font="]……..aur aankhen band kar ke sone ki koshish karne laga……… tabhi kisi ka sparsh mere kandhe par hua aur main chaunk kar baith [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ……………..yeh Shaazia thi , main eek lambi si saans li aur fir se let [/font][font="]gaya[/font][font="] ……….woh bhi pehle mere paas palang par baith gayi aur fir mere saath let gayi ………… fir usne karvat le kar ek baanh ko mere oopar lapet kar mujh se chipak gayi……………. Hum dono hi abhi tak bilkul chup chap they…………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Kuchh seconds baad hi mujhe uski siskiyon ki awaaz mehsoos huyi……..[/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] chaunk kar uski taraf karvat li aur uske chehre ko dekha …..roshini bahut kam thi , fir bhi mujhe uski aankhon mein aansoo dikhayi pad rahe they ………..woh halki halki siskiyon ke saath ro rahi thi ………[/font][/font]

[font="]Maine[/font][font="] uske chehre ko apne haathon se pakad kar oopar kiya aur uske aansoon pochhta hua bola “ Kya hua Shaazia , kyon ro rahi ho ?? “[/font]

[font="]Who kuchh seconds tak bina kuchh bole sisakti rahi , fir mere seene mein muh chhipa liya ………..main apna haath uski peeth par fer kar usko chup karne ki koshish karta raha ………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]Agle 2 minutes tak hum dono aise hi lete rahe ……….fir usne hi muh uthaya aur baat shuru ki ………….. “ mujhe nahi maloom tha ki meri baaji mere saath aisa bhi kar sakti hain Ajay………..!! “ aur fir subakna shuru kar diya………[/font]

[font="]Maine[/font][font="] uska chehra oopar kiya aur fir bola “ pehle chup ho jaao aur fir batao ki kya baat hai……?” [/font]

[font="]Usne apne aansoo ponchh kar batana shuru kiya “ tumhe maloom hi hai ki main aaj shaam ki bagan par gayi thi ………wahan Hasan ali ne mujhe kuchh baatein batayi , baaji ke baare mein “ [/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ Jaise ki ? kaisi baatein ? “ [font="]maine[/font][font="] uss se sawaal kiya ………….[/font][/font]

[font="]“ Yahi ki ………………………baaji tumhare saath [/font][font="]Hindustan[font="] jana chahti hain “ usne kuchh der ruk kar kaha ………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]“ bas !! ……. Itni si baat , hum to khud bhi yahi chahte hain ki woh humaare saath jaaye , kyon ? tum bhi yahi nahi chahti ? “ [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] halke se hanste huye kaha………..[/font][/font]

[font="]“ tum meri baat ko samajh nahi paa rahe …………woh sirf tumhare saath jana chahti hai ………mujhe yahin chhod kar ……….” Usne aage bataya……….maine man hi man socha, yeh baat to mujhe bhi pehle se hi maloom thi …………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]main kuchh der chup hi raha………sochta raha ki kya kahoon …….fir usne hi aage bolna shuru kiya “ baaji chahti hain ki main Hasan se shaadi kar loon , yeh jaante huye bhi ki main tum se pyar karti hoon ……….aur agar main nahi maani to woh tumhe bhi nahi jaane dengi ………….woh tumhe police ya fir pakistani fauz ke hawaale bhi karne ko tayyar hain …………….” Kehte huye woh mujh se fir lipat gayi ……..[/font]

[font="]yeh aakhiri baat mere liye nayi thi ………………Hina mujhe chahti hai , yeh to mujhe maloom tha …….par woh mera nuksaan karne ki bhi soch sakti hai , yeh meri samajh se baahar tha ………………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]main uske baalo mein haath ferta raha………fir uske chehre ko apne aap se alag kiya aur bola…….” Tum meri fikra mat karo ………..main kal subah hi Hina se fir se baat karoonga aur kal hi hum yahan se nikalne ki koshish karenge…………..tum ab jaakar so jaao ….” Fir [font="]maine[/font][font="] uske maathe ko choom liya …………………[/font][/font]

[font="]usne bhi jawaab mein mere gaal par ek chumban diya aur uth kar mere paas se chali gayi…………..[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]main fir se sochne par majboor ho [font="]gaya[/font][font="] ……………aaj shaam ka Hina aur hasan ka vyavahar meri bhi samajh se baahar tha ……………kya waakai woh aisa bhi kuchh kar sakti hai ……………. Fir [/font][font="]maine[/font][font="] khud hi iss sambhavna se inkaar kar diya aur sone ki koshish karne laga …………….dimaag mein chal rahe sawaalo ke baawjood bhi thodi hi der mein mujhe neend aa gayi…………………[/font][/font]

[font="]mujhe nahi maloom main kitni der tak sota raha…………jab meri neend khuli to maine khidki se baahar dekha ………….baahar achchhi khaasi roshini ho rahi thi ………….maine bistar se uthne ki koshish ki , par uth nahi paaya ………….ab maine apni haalat par gaur kiya to mere dil ki dhadkan achanak kayi guna tez ho gayi ……………[/font][/SIZE][/size][/color][/font]

[font=Comic Sans MS][color=#000000][SIZE=3][SIZE=5][font="]mere dono haath aur pairo ko rassi se baandh kar palang ke chaaro taraf baandha [font="]gaya[/font][font="] tha ……….main chah kar bhi bilkul hil-dul nahi sakta tha…………[/font][/font]

[font="]par kyon ……? Kisne kiya hai yeh……..? yeh meri bhi samajh se baahar tha …………..[/font]

 

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Mere dono pairo ko kaafi kas ke baandha gaya tha , itna ki main unko sahi se hila bhi nahi paa raha tha …………..haathon ko bhi kalaayi par kas ke bandha gaya tha , par rassi kaafi patli aur lambi use ki gayi thi ……….itni lambi ki main dono haathon ko aapas mein mila bhi sakta tha ….aur itni patli ki agar main poori takat lagata to shaayad rassi toot bhi sakti thi………….par abhi mujhe rassi todne ki koi jaroorat nahi thi …………main abhi dekhna chahta tha ki yeh sab kya ho raha hai …….

Fir jaise ki mujhe ummed thi ………kamre mein Hina daakhil huyee……..usne salwaar suit pehna hua tha aur uss par ek half sleeve ki garam jacket pehni huyi thi …………woh aakar kamre ke darwaaze par khadi ho gayi aur ek-tak mujhe dekhne lagi …….uske chehre par iss samay koi bhi bhaav nahi they………bilkul sapaat chehra aur ek ajeeb si kathorta ……….

“ Yeh sab kya hai Hina ? “ maine uss ko dekhte hi uss se sawaal kiya ……….

Uss ne koi jawaab nahi diya……….balki mere aur najdeek aa gayi ……..

“ kyon bandha hai tumne mujhe ……? Kya chahti ho ? “ maine fir uss se sawaal kiya….

“ tumhe !! tumhe chahti hoon main Ajay ……! Mujhe Ajay chahiye ! “ uske muh se maano aag si nikal rahi thi ……….aawaz bhaari si ho rahi thi ………

“ Aise ? baandh kar paana chahti ho mujhe ? “ main chehre par muskurahat lata hua bola ……….

“ Nahi , ……..bandha to isliye tha ki tumse kuchh sawaal kar sakoon ……..aur ek sauda bhi “ woh mer aankhon mein dekhte huye boli “ agar tum aazad hote , to na mera sawaal sunte aur na hi mere se saude ke liye tayaar hote “ 

“ kya sawaal hai ? poochho …” main bola

“ Sawaal wahi hai Ajay ……… kya tum sirf mere ban kar reh sakte ho ? “ usne meri aankhon mein jhaanke huye sawaal kiya tha ……..

“ aur mera jawaab bhi wahi hai Hina ………..nahi !! “ maine bhi uski aankhon mein aankhen daal kar jawaab diya …………

“ tum mere saath hum bistar ho sakte ho ………par mere saath reh nahi sakte …..kyon ? “ 

“ tum fir bekaar ki baatein kar rahi ho Hina ………..tum bhi jaanti ho ki main kin paristhitiyon mein tumhare saath hum-bistar hua tha ………aur usmein bhi tumhaari marzi mere se jyada thi ……….fir baar baar inn baaton ka kya faayda ? ..mujhe khol do ……..main aaj hi yahan se jaana chahta hoon “ main ab jhunjhala gaya tha ………

“ akele ??? akele hi jaaoge ……?.” woh ek ajeeb si musurahat ke saath boli 

“ Nahi !…………Shaazia ko saath le kar jaaoonga !!” main bola …..

“ par mere rehte to yeh nahi ho sakta Ajay “ woh mere oopar jhuk kar ……….gurraati huyi boli ………….” ya to tum mere ban kar rahoge , ya fir tum kisi ke bhi nahi ho sakte ………” 

“ aur tum sochti ho kit um mujhe rok logi ? “ main hansta hua bola ……..

“ mujhe maloom hai ki main tumhara muqabla nahi kar paoongi ……..par mere paas ek doosra raasta bhi hai “ keh kar woh kamre se baahar nikal gayi …………

2-3 minute baad hi woh fir se waapas lauti ………….par iss baar woh akeli nahi thi …..uske aage aage Shaazia bhi thi………usne Shaazia ka ek haath pakda hua tha…..aur doosre haath mein ek revolver tha ………mera wahi revolver jo tabele waale kamre mein se gaayab ho gaya tha ………..Shaazia ke chehre par ajaaeb se bhaav they………jaise who samajh nahi paa rahi ho ki yeh sab kya ho raha hai……..kamre mein aakar Hina ne Shaazia ko darwaaze ke paas hi rok diya aur khud andar aa gayi…………

“ yahi hai woh cheej …..jiska sauda main tumse karna chahti hoon “ meri taraf dekhti huyee woh gurraayi ……

maine sawaaliya nigahon se uski taraf dekha ……..

“ Ajay …………main tumse Shaazia ki jaan ka sauda karna chahti hoon “ usne maano ek dhamaka sa karte huye kaha …………….Shaazia ne ekdum se Hina ki taraf dekha ………mano jo Hina ne kaha ho , usko uss par vishwas na ho raha ho ……….

“ Agar tume meri baat nahi maani to main abhi iss hi samay Shaazia ko maar doongi………aur fir tumhe bhi pakistani fauz ke hawaale kar doongi “ usne apni baat poori karte huye kaha ………..

“ Baaji !!! yeh kya keh rahi ho “ ……Shaazia ko mano apne kaano par vishwas hi nahi ho raha tha ………uski aankhon se ab aansoo behne lage they ……..

“ bilkul sahi keh rahi hoon main ……… bolo Ajay , kya chahte ho tum …….Shaazia ki maut ya jindagi “ kehte huye usne revolver Shaazia ki taraf taan di ………….

“ Aur agar main tumhaari baat maan loon to …………..fir Shaazia ka kya hoga “ maine sawaal kiya ……….

“ Fir jaisa chal raha hai…………aise hi chalta rahega …………..hum dono abhi yahan se chale jaayenge ……….aur saari jindagi saath saath rahenge “ uske chehre par ek smile si aa gayi thi ………. “ usne apni jacket ki jeb mein haath daala aur fir usme se ek chaabi aur ek hara (green) lifafa nikala aur mujhe dikhati huyi boli …… “ yeh dekho ……….gaadi bilkul tayyar khadi hai …mere baagan ke paas , aur yeh hain humaare dono ke permit ……….hum abhi yahan se chal kar Hindustan ja sakte hain “ kehte huye usne fir se dono cheeje ani jeb mein daal li 

“ Aur Shaazia ? uska kya hoga ? “ maine aage poocha ………

“ Iski fikra mat karo …….. Hasan hai na iske liye ………woh iss se nikaah kar lega aur yeh dono yahin par rahenge “ 

“ baaji !!! aap aisa kuchh nahi karogi ………….” Shaazia ab rote rote jameen par baith gayi thi ……………” mujhe maloom hai aap mujhse bahut pyar karti ho …” 
“ kyon ? kyon nahi karoongi main aisa ………..? tub hi to apne 8 din ke pyar ke liye apni behan ko chhodne ko tayyar hai …….fir main kyon na karoon aisa ? “ Hina lagbhag cheekhti huyi si boli ……………

ab baat kaafi aage badhne lagi thi ………….maine apne dono haaton ko aapas mein milaya……….aur poori takat laga kar kheench diya……….tadaak ki awaaz huyi aur ek rassi toot gayi ………..mera ek haath ab azaad tha ……….

Hina turant hi Shaazia ke paas pahunch gayi ….aur revolver uske oopar taan di……..”koi galat harkat mat karna Ajay………….tum nahi jaante …..main waakai Shaazia ko goli maar doongi “ woh fir se gurrate huye boli …………..” ab jaldi se mujhe jawaab do ………..abhi Hasan ali yahan aane waala hai …………. Agar tum tayaar ho to hum dono abhi yahan se nikal chalenge ……..nahi to fir woh Pakistani fauz ko bulane ke liye chala jaayega ……….” 

Aur fir woh hua jiski main kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha …………ek ajeeb si awaaz muh se nikalti huyi Shaazia achanak Hina ke oopar jhapti aur ek jordaar jhatke se usko peechhe ko dhakka de diya ………..Hina iske liye bilkul bhi tayyar nahi thi………woh peechhe ko ladkhadayi aur Shaazia ne uske haath se revolver chheen li ……5 seconds mein hi baazi palat chuki thi ………

 

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“ ab aap peechhe hat kar khadi ho jaao Baaji ………” Shaazia ne Hina par revolver taante huye kaha………Hina do kadam peeche ko huyi aur fir jameen par baithti chali gayi……….uske chehre par aise bhaav they jaise kisi bachche ke haath se uska sabse achchha khilona chheen liya gaya ho ……….

Maine furti ke saath apna kaam poora kiya …….pehle apna doosra haath khola aur fir apne pairo ko azaad kar liya ………main furti se uth kar khada ho gaya aur oopar roshandaan par rakhi huyi revolver nikaal li …………fir main bistar se utar kar neeche aa gaya…………..Shaazia mere pas aayi aur mujh se lipat gayi…………….maine uske kandhe ko thap-thapa kar usko fir apne se alag kiya aur bola……..

“ humein abhi yahan se nikalna hai Shaazia………tum jaldi se gaanv ke baahar apne bagaan ke paas pahuncho ………agar tumhaari behan sahi keh rahi hai to wahan gaadi khadi hogi ……..main bhi abhi tumhare paas pahunchta hoon “ 

Shaazia ne revolver mujhe de diya aur fir jaldi se kamre se nikal kar , ghar ke andar chali gayi ……….maine Hina ko baaju se pakad kar uthaya aur fir usko ek lakdi ki kursi par baitha diya ……….maine rassi se uske dono paanv kursi ke saath bandh diye aur dono haathon ko alag-alag kursi ke hattho se bandh diya ……..woh ab bilkul khamosh thi ………..aur na hi meri kisi harkat ka virodh kar rahi thi 

Shaazia waapas laut aayi thi ………usne kapde badal liye they …….aur ek shawl ore liye tha ……usne meri taraf dekha ……..maine usko ishara kiya aur woh ghar se baahar nikal gayi ………main fir se Hina ki taraf muda ………woh sar jhuka kar baithi thi….aur uski ankhon se ab aansoo bhi behne lage they…….main uske paas aaya aur uske same ghutno ke bal baith gaya………usne nazar utha kar ek baar meri taraf dekha aur fir neeche jhuka liya……..

“ Kyon kiya tumne aisa Hina ?…………….tum janti ho Shaazia tum se kitna pyar karti hai …?aur main bhi tumhaari bahut izzat karta tha Hina ……….par tumne ek harkat se woh sab kuchh khatam kar diya “ main uske chehre ki taraf dekhta hua bola …….

Usne sar oopar uthya aur fir meri taraf dekhti huyi boli “ mujhe izzat nahi ……tumhara pyar chahiye tha Ajay…….” Uski aankhon mein se aansoon ki ek moti dhaar behne lagi thi …….

“ Sach maano Hina ………..agar main Shaazia se na mila hota ……..to shaayad mein tumse hi pyar kar baithta ……..par isko meri kismat kaho ya apni bad-kismati ……tumse pehle , mujhe Shaazia se pyar ho gaya ………. Main apne dil ko to nahi baant sakta ……..shaayad humari kismat mein yahi likha tha............oopar waale se dua karoonga ki agle janam mein mujhe tumhara saath de...” 

agle kuchh seconds khaamoshi si chhayi rahi ………fir main khada ho gaya……..maine aage badhkar uski jacket ki jeb mein haath dala aur chaabi aur lifafa nikaal liya ……..fir main jaldi se uske kamre mein gaya aur uski almari mein se apne liye ek jacket nikaali …….aur pehan li ….chaabi aur lifafa main jacket ki jeb main daal liya aur jo revolver abhi Hina ke haath se chheeni thi ..usko apne kapdo mein chhipa liya……..maine ek paper par kuchh likha aur fir se Hina ke paas aa gaya ………woh bikul sapaat nigaahon se ek deewar ko dekhe jaa rahi thi ……

main uske paas gaya aur paper ko uski jacket ki jeb mein daal diya……usne sawaaliya nigaahon se meri taraf dekha……..

“ iss paper par maine apne ghar ka address likh diya hai…….main abhi Shaazia ko lekar yahan se jaa raha hoon , aur jo kuchh bhi ho jaye …..main Hindustan jaroor pahunch jaaoonga………main jaanta hoon , jo kuchh bhi tumne aaj kiya woh bhaavnao mein aakar kiya ………agar tumhe iss baat ka ehsaas ho jaaye to mujhe ek letter likh dena …….main tumhe bhi yahan se le jaane ki koshish karoonga ……” ….main usko samjhaya aur fir bola “ alwida Hina ……..maloom nahi fir kabhi mulakat ho ya na ho “ 

keh kar main palta aur kamre se baahar ki taraf chal diya ……..usne peeche se mujhe awaaz lagayi ………….” Ruko Ajay…….!!” 

Maine palat kar uski taraf dekha…………” jaate-jaate ek ehsaan mere oopar kar jaao “ woh boli……..uski aankhon mein ek ummeed si dikhayi pad rahi thi ……..

“Bolo ?? “ maine poochha

“ yeh revolver yahi chhod jaao….” Usne mere haath ki taraf ishara karte huye kaha …….mere haath mein woh revolver thi jo maine roshandan se uteri thi ……maine sawaaliya nigaah se uski taraf dekha ……

“ Shaazia se kehna ………uski baaji ab iss duniya main nahi hai ……….mar gayi Hina “ kehte huye uski aanken fir se bheeg gayi …………

main kuchh seconds khada sochta raha .......fir uske paas aaya aur revolver uss-se kuchh door palang par daal diya………..fir main ek haath aage badha kar uske ek haath ki rassi ko khol diya aur tezi ke saath palat kar kamre se aur fir ghar se baahar nikal aaya..aur tez kadmo se gaanv ki taraf jaane waale raaste par chal diya ……….

Main abhi shaayad 50 meter door hi ja paya tha ki ek awaaz ne mere pairo ko break laga diya ……….ghar ke andar se ek jordaar dhamaake ki awaaz aayi thi …….main jaanta tha ki yeh revolver se goli chalne ki awaaz thi

 

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Dhamaake ki awaaz ne mere pairo ko rok liya tha…….yeh soch kar ki ghar ke andar kya hua hoga , ek baari to mera dil bhi hil kar reh gaya ….maine waaps muda, aur ghar ki taraf chalne ko hi hua tha ki achank mere kaano mein kisi motor cycle ki awaaz sunayi padne lagi .....jo har pal nazdeek aati ja rahi thi …… main iss awaaz ko ab achchhi tarah pehchanta tha…….

Maine idhar udhar dekha aur fir jaldi se ek ped (tree) ke peechhe ko chhip gaya ………motor cycle nazdeek aati chali gayi aur fir mere saamne se hoti huyi nikal gayi ……..mera anumaan bilkul sahi tha , woh Hasan ali hi tha jo ab ghar pahunchne wala tha ……..

Uske gujarte hi main ped ke peechhe se baahar nikla aur fir lagbhag daudte huye gaanv ki traf chal diya ……..main jald se jald yahan se nikal jana chahta tha ……haalanki jo kuchh bhi abhi peechhe hua , uske baad mera farz banta tha ki main waapas jaakar dekhoon …….par mera ek doosra farz mujhe waapas lautne se rok raha tha ………main tezi se chalte huye gaanv tak pahunch gaya aur fir maine dheere dheere ganv ko paar kiya , main nahi chahta tha ki koi mere oopar shaque kare ….gaanv paar karte hi maine apni chaal fir se tez kar di aur fir akhiri 300 meter lagbhag bhaagte huye , main baagan ke paas pahunch gaya ………..

Door se hi dikhayi pad raha tha ……….baagan ke paas waali sadak par ek chhota sa truck khada hua tha ………ek kaafi purana sa truck tha …….main uske paas pahunch aur fir idhar udhar nigaah daudayi ……..bagaan ki taraf se Shaazia meri taraf hi aa rahi thi ………uske chehre par ek khushi si dikhayi pad rahi thi ……………shaayd usko ab ummed ho gayi thi ki hum yahan se sahi salamat nikal jaayenge……..

Maine truck ke paas pahunch aur darwaza khol kar driving seat par baith gaya…….jacket ki jeb se chabi nikaal kar maine ignition hole mein lagayi aur oopar waale ka naam lekar use ghuma diya ……….aur fir ek tez awaaz ke sath truck ka engine jaag utha ……..mere apne honthon par bhi ek smile aa gayi aur maine neech khadi Shaazia ko oopar aane ka ishara kiya ……..woh doosri side ka gate khol kar truck mein chadh gayi aur mere paas waali seat par aakar baith gayi …………

Maine apne kapdo mein se revolver ko nikala aur apni seat ke peeche bane huye ek chhed mein chhipa diya ……… fir maine gear dala aur truck ko aage badha diya……driving mere liye koi pareshani ki baat nahi thi …….dheere dheere gaadi ko chalata hua main oopar ko jaane waali road par le aaya aur fir 2 minute baad hi humara truck highway par daud raha tha ………..

Mere dil ki dhadkan ab kaafi tez hone lagi thi ………main janta tha ki mera kaam abhi poora nahi hua hai ………abhi border par aur uss se pehle , kayi baar checking ho sakti thi , jisko sahi salamat paar karna ek tedi kheer tha….. 

Main saawdhani se , par tez raftaar se gaadi chala raha tha………jaisa ki mujhe Hina ne bataya tha……..yeh road seedha boarder tak jaati thi ……aam pahadi raasto ki tarah hi ghumavdaar road tha …..aur fir kal huyi barfbaari ki wajah se bhi raasta kafi tang ho gaya tha ……..main bahut aaram se border ki taraf badhta chala ja raha tha ….

Maine ek nigaah Shaazia ke oopar daali ………woh apne sar ko khidki par tikaye baahar ki taraf dekh rahi thi …..uski ankhen bata rahi thi ki uska dimaag kisi gehri soch mein dooba hua hai……main janta tha ki uske liye yeh sab asaan nahi hai……bilkul nayi jagah par jaana aur fir unn ke saath rehna ..bahut mushkil hoga ….aur fir jin logo ko woh peechhe chhod kar aayi hai …….unse fir kabhi dobara milne ki ummed bhi nahi hai …….kya guzregi Shaazia par jab usko maloom padega ki uski behan ka kya anjaam hua hai………..maine tay kar liya ki abhi usko kuchh bhi nahi bataoonga

Yahi sab sochta hua main gaadi chalata jaa raha tha ………ab kareeb ek ghanta ho chukka tha , aur mera anumaan tha ki hum log 30 km ke aas-paas rasta paar kar chuke they …………..fir mera dhyan aage sadak ki taraf gaya to mujhe chaunk jana pada …… thoda aage sadak par traffic ruka pada tha aur gaadiyon ki lambi kataar lagi huyi thi ………saaf jaahir tha ki aage ya to raasta band tha ya fir checking ho rahi thi ……

mere dil ki dhadkan achanak tez ho gayi …Shaazia ka dhyaan bhi saamne ki taraf hi tha ……usne ek baar meri taraf dekha ……mano pooch rahi ho ki kya hone wala hai ……maine uske haath par apna haath rakh kar usko dilasa diya aur apni gaadi ek side mein kar ke rok di…….

“ agar koi gadbad hoti hai to tum yeh keh dena ki main tumhe jabardasti saath le jar aha hoon ……..” main uski taraf dekhta hua bola ……..usne meri taraf bade hi gusse se bhari nigaah se dekha ………..fir boli “ kyon ? aisa kyon keh rahe ho ? “ 

“ iss se kam se kam woh log tumhe to kuchh nahi kahenge ……….mere saath job hi hoga main bhugat loonga …….par tumhare saath kuchh bura ho , yeh mujhse bardasht nahi hoga ……” maine uske haath ko apne haath mein pakad kar kaha ……….woh mere aur najdeek aa gayi ….fir apne doosre haath se mere haath ko pakad liya aur boli ………

“ ab job hi kuchh hoga …….dekha jaayega ………agar hum saath saath nahi ji paye to , saath saath mar to sakte hain “ kehte huye uski aankhen nam si ho gayi ………..

main kuchh seconds uski aankhon mein dekhte raha fir man hi man ek faisla kiya…….agar marna hi hai to kuchh aur ko bhi maarkar hi maroonga…… aur apni seat ke peechhe rakhi revolver nikaal li………revolver ko check karne ke liye maine uski magazine ko nikaala to mano mere dimaag mein ek dhamaka sa hua…….jo kuchh bhi mere saamne the usko dekhkar main hairaan rah gaya………revolver bilkul khaali tha…..

Shaazia aur main, kabhi ek doosre ka chehra dekh rahe they aur kabhi mere haath mein pakdi huyi khaali revolver ko …… 

 

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Mere aage gaadiyon ki line dheere dheere aage ko badhti ja rahi thi ……..iss samay kyon ki bahut hi kum gaadiyan yahan se paas ho rahi thi ….aage sadak par line lagbhag khatam hi hone waali thi ……..

Maine revolver ko waapas uss hi jagah par chhipa diya aur gear daalkar apne truck ko aage badha diya……. Fir apni jacket ki jeb se woh hara wala lifafa nikaal kar Shaazia ki taraf badha diya …………Shaazia ne lifafa mere haath se liya aur usko kholkar usmein rakhe huye papers ko baahar nikala …………jaise hi usne papers ko dekhna shuru kiya , ek halki si cheekh uske muh se nikal gayi ……….maine chaunk kar apni speed kam kar di aur uski taraf dekha …….woh bade hi gaur se papers ko dekh rahi thi………uska haath uske muh par tha aur aankhon mein se khushi mano tapak rahi thi ………..maine fir se gaadi ko side mein lagakar roka …aur papers ko uske haath se le liya ……….

Papers ko dekhkar mera bhi wahi haal hua jo uska hua tha …………us lifafe mein se jo papers nikale they woh permit they ………ek Sohail malik ke naam ka , meri photo laga hua …..aur doosra Shaazia parveen ke naam ka …….Shaazia ki photo ke saath…..

Hum don one ek baar fir ek doosre ki taraf dekha………fir maine papers Shaazia ko de diye aur gear daal kar truck ko tezi ke saath aage ki taraf badha diya………ab humara kaam bahut asaan ho gaya tha……… 

Gaadi dheere dheere aage ko badhti rahi…..aur fir line ke saath saath humaari gaadi check-post tak pahunch gayi ………….chek post par 4-5 log they ……..police ke aur ek gaadi khadi thi jisme pakistani army ke jawaan baithey dkhayi pad rahe they …….check post par ek aadmi ne gaadi ke peechhe chad kar samaan check kiya ……jaisa ki Hina ne kaha tha ….usmein seb (apples) ke boxes bhare huye they……

doosra aadmi mere paas aaya aur papers mmange ………maine permit ke papers uski taraf badha diye …………usne papers ko dekha aur hum dono ki soorato ko dekha kar milaya ……….fir usne 2-3 sawaal kiye ……….humaare jaane ki wajah poochhi , inn sab baato ka jawaab maine sahi sahi de diya ……..main jaan boojh kar apne lehje ko badal kar bol raha tha …….jis se usko lage ki main bhi kashmiri hi hoon ……..meri shave bhi kaafi badhi huyi thi , jis wajah se unko meri soorat se to kuchh bhi andaza lagana possible nahi tha ……….

fir usne papers waapas dekar gaadi ko aage badhane ka ishara kiya …..main dheere dheere aage badhakar check post ko paar kiya aur tezi ke saath gaadi ko aage badha diya ……..hum don one ek doosre ki taraf dekha aur fir maine uska haath pakad kar dheere se daba diya ……….Shaazia ne bhi muskurahat ke saath meri taraf dekha aur fir khidki se sar baahr nikaal kar , baahar dekhne lagi ……..mano aazadi ki hawa mein saans le rahi ho …………..

main driving kar raha tha , par mere dimaag mein ab yahi sawaal daud raha tha ki papers change kaise ho gaye………ya jab Hina ne mujhe lifafa dikhaya tha tab usmein yahi papers they ……….iska matlab Hina ka maksad woh nahi tha jo woh humein dikhana chah rahi thi………….

yahi sochte sochte doosra check post aa gaya aur fir wahi saari checking aur pooch-tachh shuru ho gayi …………..agle 15 km mein kul milakar 4 check post aur pade aur sab mein wahi saari routine checkings hoti rahi ………aur akhir mein humaari gaadi Hinadustan ki seema mein pravesh kar gayi ……………..