hotaks444
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baba ke jaane ke baad anjali mere paas aai, aur main renu ki yaadon me khoya raha.
pata nahi kitni der guzar gai thi renu ki yaadon me, door ke khulne ki awaz sun
kar main renu ki yaadon se bahar aaya. door meri nazro se bahar tha, main wait karne laga, k aane wala mere saamne aaye aur main usay dekhon, main usay dekh nahi sakta tha.
jaise hi andar aana wala mere saamne pohncha to usay dekh kar main hairat me pad gaya k ye kaun hai...
aane wali ek 30 saala aurat thi... usay dekh kar mere andar kuch hulchal si hone lagi..... kya mast figure ki maalik aurat thi. itne khatarnaak figure to renu ke bhi nahi the.
rang ki puri kaali thi, usne ek saaari pehn rakhi thi. aur uske badan ke sabhi ang saaari me se dikh rahe the.
sarri itni bareek thi k uske badan ke saamne se har ek hissa nazar aa raha tha. kaale badan par bareek saari, jo uske boobs pet aur chut ko bohat hi achche se dikha rahi thi, main sochne laga k ye yahan kyun aai hai, baba ne ise roka kyun nahi, agar aa hi gai hai to ye is saari me kyun aai, ise kisi ne roka kyun nahi.
aisi nangi halat me aur wo bhi mere pass, main jo hil bhi nahi sakta tha...
usne apne lambe baal khule chhod rakhe the jo kuch peeche the, to kuch aage the, lekin usne apne baalon se apne boobs ko chupane ki koi koshish nai ki thi.
aise hiliye me maine renu ke siwa kisi ko nai dekha tha, ye aurat meri life me renu ke baad dosri aisi thi, jo mujhe apne jalve dikha rahi thi.
pata nai kya maqsad le kar aai thi..
wo kuch mujhe ghaur se dekhti rahi.
aurat:- abb kaisa hai re tu...
raja:- main to theek hon. lekin tum kaun ho aur aise kyun mere paas aai ho..
aurat:- mera naam osha hai re. aur tu mujhe mere naam se bulayega re.
wo re me baat karne ki aadi thi..
raja:- theek hai osha .. lekin kya tum apne aane ke baare me bataaogi mujhe.
osha:- mujhe bapu ne bheja hai re tere paas. tujhe mere jarurat hai na mere sajanwa...
main uski baat sunke heran reh gaya. ye bapu kaun hai, aur ye mujhe sajanwa kyun bol rahi ha...
ek to main pehle se hi apne andar uth rahe ubaal se pareshan tha, baba ne jo mere andar zeher utara tha, uspar pehle to maine kisi na kisi tarha se kaabu pa hi liya tha, lekin abb kaise main khud par kaabu paaon. ek to uske badan se itni khatarnaak kisam ki bheeni bheeni khushbu aa rahi thi, jo mujhe apni or akarshit kar rahi thi. main to apni jaga se hil bhi nahi sakta tha, lekin mujhe apni naabi par andar ki taraf kuch harkat se mehsus hone lag gai thi, aisa lagne laga tha, jaisa mere neeche se koi cheez harkat karti hui neeche ja rahi ho. parr main kuch samjh nahi paa raha tha. aur upar se wo khatarnaak huliye aur khushbu me mere saamne khadi thi.
raja:-(thook nigalta hua) kkkk..kaun .. bapu..
osha meri baat sun kar hassne lagi..
osha:- tu aise hakla kaahe ko reya hai re.. bapu matbal anju ke baba, me unko bapu hi bolti re..
main aur bhi heran hua k baba ne is naagin ko mere paas kyun bhej diya, kahi kuch gadbad na ho jaaye, ya kahi ye jhut to nahi bol rahi..
main kuch bolta wo mere paas lakdee ke takhte ki side apni jitni gaand tika sakti thi, wo tika ke baith gai..
osha:- bapu ke ilaj ne tere me zeher bhar diya ha re.
uske badan ki anokhi aur bohat tez khushbu mere andar ghusti chali ja rahi thi. mere liye khud se ladna mushkil hone laga, abb main uski baat ka jawab kya deta, mere to hosh hi udte ja rahe the... wo koi aurat nahi thi, ek khatarnaak naagin thi, jo mujhe apni or khench rahi thi, kya ghazab ki kashish thi uske badan me...
jogiyon ke khandan se thi, kaali siyaah thi, lekin kashish aisi k haseen ladkiyon ko bhi pare kare..
main to renu ka tha aur renu k siva kisi ko dekhna bhi nai chahta tha, lekin mere andar daud rahe zeher ne mujhe halkan karna shuru kar diya tha. main khud se ladne ki bohat koshish karne laga. lekin safal nahi ho pa raha tha..
osha:- ae tu kaahe ko pareshan hove ha re... ye bapu ne tere waste theek socha ha re.. warna tere andar ka zeher tere ko khatam kar dega re...
mujhe bhi osha ki baat sahi lag rahi thi, main dil hi dil me renu se maafi maangne laga k main renu ke liye khud ko bacha nahi pa raha.. aise hi daurahe par main aa ke khada ho gaya tha.
lekin fir mujhe yaad aaya k renu ke saath jaisa kiya gaya hai, mujhe bhi to abb sanjay aur akhil ki family ki sabhi mahilaao ko chodna ha, chudaai to mujhe aur bhi kaiyon ke sath karni hai, yahan to meri jaan bachaane ke liye aur mere andar k zeher ko kaabu me rakhne ke liye ye naagin mujhe kaatne aai hai..
osha:- bapu bole ha, abhi tere lund se jo paani nikle hai, wo mere ilaba kisi aur me sehne ki shakti na hove ha re.. mere me bhi zeher hove hai re.. tab hi to bapu ne muje tere paas bheja hai re... ha to tu bhi ek mast chhoraa, manne maza to awe hi awe re..
itna bol usne mere lund ko apne hath me le liya. jo apne ful joban par tha.
mere lund par ek chadar daali hui thi, chadar baandhi nahi gai thi, osha ne wo chadar utha kar side me rakh di aur mere lund ko direct apne hath me pakad liya.
main jo apne sarr ke ilawa apne jism k kisi bhi hisse ko mehsus kar paane ki halat me nahi tha, osha ke hath me aate hi mere lund ne mujhe apne hone ka pura pura ehsaas karana shuru kar diya tha, ek to mera lund mere andar ki heat ki waja se pehle se hi bohat garam tha, abb osha ke hath me aate hi uski heat aur bhi badhne lagi.
main 15 dino baad aaj hi hosh me aaya tha aur khud ko paralize dekh kar tension me tha, aur baba ne jo kuch mujhe bataya tha, wo bhi mere liye sehn karna asaan nahi tha, mere andar zeher tha aur uski waja se mujhme kya kuch badlaao aayenge main nahi janta tha.
lekin maine pehle apne lund ko mehsus nai kiya tha, abb osha ke aate hi mere lund ne daga kar di thi. wo osha ke hathu me aate ki saanp ki tarha se phunkarne laga tha. mere andar sarur ki inheta utarne lagi thi. pata nahi ye zeher ka kaisa asar tha, jo mujhe kisi aur hi dunya me liye ja raha tha.
mera lund jo bhayankar roop dharan kiye hue tha, wo osha k hath me phadphadane laga. osha mere lund ko apne hath me liye bohat khush dikhne lagi..
osha:- tera lund to bohat mast hove ha re.aaj to manne ko maza e aa jave ha re.
itna bol kar osha ne apne badan se saari utaar di, wo na bhi utarti to uska to sabb kuch hi dikh raha tha.
jhonpdi ke andar osha ka kala chamakdaar badan kisi naagin ki jild ke jaise chamakne laga..
osha mere lund ko chhod kar khadi hui, lekin uski nazar mere lund se nahi hati.
osha ki mast kali chut mujhe dikhne lagi.
osha mere lund ko dekhte takhte ke dono side me pair rakh kar baith gai. uski gaand abhi tak hawa me thi. osha mere lund ko hath me pakad kar apni chut par set karne lagi. main to neeche se dhakka bhi nahi laga sakta tha, jo kuch hona tha, ya karna tha, puri game hi osha ke hath me thi.
osha achche se apni chut par mere lund ko set karne ke baad dheere dheere se baithne lagi. mera full phool chuka lund osha ki chut ke lips ko kholta hua andar jaane laga.

mere andar maujud zeher ne dhamal daalni shuru kardi.. osha ki chut ko mehsus karte hi mere andar ke laawe ne lund ki taraf aopna safar shuru kar diya.
meri halat ek baar firse kahrab hone lagi, osha ki chut ka lams paate hi mujhe firse jalan hone lagi, aur mujhe aisa lagne laga, k jaise pehle baba mere seene par wo zeher ki malish kar rahe the, aur zeher mere zakhm se hota hua mere andar utar raha tha, theek vaisa hi is baar bhi hone laga tha.
lekin is baar baat alag thi, is baar mere andar ka zeher mujhpar haavi hone laga aur chalta hua mere lund ki taraf apna safar shuru karne laga. mere andar itna laawa ubal raha tha, k main filhal ke liye chut ke nashe ko bhi bhoolne laga.
laawe ki jalan ne dard ki surat akhtiyaar kar li. mujhe nahi pata mera lund osha ki chut ke kitna ghus gaya hai. main bass khud ke andar hone wali jalan aur dard ko bardasht karne me lag gaya tha.
jo ek baar firse mere liye sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha. maine firse renu ki yaadon me khud ko lejaana chaha. lekin is baar mere liye ye bhi mushkil hone laga. is baar ka pain mere seene me nahi mere lund me ho raha tha. jo osha ki chut me ghusa hua tha.
osha apne kaam me lagi rahi, wo mere upar uchhal rahi thi ya nai mujhe nahi pata. mere lund ke ilawa mere saara hi jism to paralize tha. osha mujhse takrati to mujhe pata bhi nahi chalna tha. haan dhap dhap ki awaz se pata chal sakta tha. lekin mere dhyaan to sirf khud ki jalan aur dard ki taraf tha.
otha kitni der tak mere lund ko apni chut me liye uchalti rahi mujhe nai pata..
main ankhen band kiye apne andar ke laawe ko lund ki janib safar karte hue mehsus kar raha tha...
fir mujhe wo laava saara hi apne lund me mehsus hone laga. aur is baar meri cheechen nikalne lagi. itna dard hua k mere liye sehn karna mumkin nahi raha aur meri awaz jhonpdi se bahar jaane lagi...
mujhe lagne laga k mera lund hi aaj phatt jayega. mujhe mere lund me aise lagne laga jaise kisi ne mere lund ke andar kholta hua paani daal diya ho...
shayad wo laava abb mere lund se nikal kar osha ki chut me jaane ki tayyari me tha, isliye mujhe itna dard de raha tha..
maine apni ankhen khol ek baar osha ko dekha to wo bhi apni ankhen band kiye full speed se mere lund apr uchhal rahi thi. uske boobs jo 38 size ke the, uchhal kood macha rahe the. lekin mere liye is sabb me dilkashi khatam ho chuki thi, main to bass ye chah raha tha k mere lund se laawa bahar nikle aur mujhe kuch rahat mil jaaye..
agar main paralize nahi hota to shayad aaj osha mere neeche mere lund se hi mar jaati, jaise halat meri ho rahi thi, main hilne ki halat me nahi tha, lekin mera andar wehshi ban chuka tha.mera bass nahi chal raha tha k main kya kuch kar daalun lekin main dard aur jalan ke chalte cheekhne ke ilawa kuch nahi kar pa raha tha...
pata nahi mere lund ki kya halat thi, lekin osha mast maze se mere lund par odham machaye hue thi....
akhir mere andar ka laawa mere lund ki nason ko andar hi andar cheerta hua, mujhe aur bhi beinteha dard deta hua osha ki chut me me pichhkariya chhodne laga...
pichhkariyan nikalte hue bhi mujhe aisa laga jaise wo paani na ho dehakti hui aag ho jo mere lund se nikal rahi thi. itna dard bhi hota hai lund ke paani nikalne se... aisa kabhi guman bhi nahi hua tha..
parr wo paani bhi to nahi tha, wo to zeher tha, jo mere lund se nikal raha tha.
jab tak mere lund se saara paani nahi nikal gaya. osha mere par apni chut ko uchhalti rahi..
jaise hi osha ko confirm hua k abb mere lund andar se khali ho chuka hai to wo mere upar se uthi aur side me farsh par dher gai...
osha ki bhi matt maari gai thi. pata nahi ye chudaai kitni der chali thi. lekin osha ne mere lund ka laawa nikalne takk himmat nahi haari thi...
mera lund halka kya hua mujhe itni rahat mili k main nashe me jhomne laga,
ya shayad mere andar sakun sa utarne laga tha, ye usi ka nasha tha.
thakawat to mujhe honi nahi thi, maine kaunsi mehnat ki thi, jo thak jaata.
main osha ko dekhne laga jo neeche nangi hi leti khud ki saanso ko theek karne me lagi hui thi..
5 mint baad osha uthi. wo dolne lagi thi. jaise nasha ho gaya ho.
osha:- tera zeher kitna khatarnaak tha re. aur kitni der lagadi tere lund ne paani nikalne me chhore. meri to matti e maari gai thi re. agar bapu ka khayal na hota, to main ye sabb nahi karne wali thi re. mujhe kya pata tha k.........
wo aage bolti k ek baar fir se dolne lagi. wo khud ko sambhalne lagi, lekin shayad mere zaher ka asar us par kuch zayada hi hone laga tha.
osha neeche baith gai aur apne sarr ko pakad kar jhatke dene lagi. osha ka kala jism or bhi zayada chamakne laga tha.
kuch der osha apne sarr ko jhatke deti rahi aur fir normal ho gai, badi sehn shakti thi osha me, mera sara zeher hi uski chut ne choos liya tha..
abb mujhe andaza hua k zeher kitna katil tha jo mere lund se nikla tha.
osha:-(muskurate hue) abb mei theek ha re.. tere lund ka paani bohat hi zehreela tha. badi mushkil se mere se sehn hua ha re. meri jaga koi aur hoti to mar jati re...
raja:- kya sach me wo mar jaati..
osha:- haan re, isi liye to baba ne mere ko bola re. kisi aur me itni shakti kahan ha re.. jo tera zeher sehn kr sake re..achha abb me chalti hun re..
wo apni saari uthati bahar chali gai.. aur mere lund par wo chadar bhi nahi daal gai. main aise hi apne lund ko hawa me liye leta hua tha...
kuch der guzri to anjali andar aai... mera lund abhi bhi khada tha. anjali ki nazar padi to
anjali:- haaye daiya, besharam na ho to.. aur jaldi se bhaag kar mere lund par chadar daal di..
anjali bohat sharma rahi thi. lekin uski ankhon me masoomiyat thi. aur kuch bhi aisa vaisa nahi tha...
anjali:- raja ye sabb tumhare liye baba ne kiya hai, mujhse kuch na poochhna, mujhe bohat sharam aayegii....
raja:- theek hai anju..
anjali:- anju, tujhe kisne kaha mujhe anju bhi kehte han.
raja;- aur kaun wahi osha thi, usne bataya mujhe.
anjali:- chal theek hai.
kuch der anjali se baten hu aur fir wo bhi chali gai....
fir aise hi din guzarne lage, osha ki wahi routine rahi, baba mujhme zaher inject karte rahe aur osha usay apni chut me kar choosti rahi.
mere andar ka zeher jo kisi ki chut ke liye kahtarnaak tha. wo apna rang badal chuka tha. 4 din baad hi osha ki chut me mere lund ne paani ugla to osha ko nasha na hone ke barabar reh gaya tha.. osha ne mujhe keh diya tha k abb 2 din me hi tumhare lund ka zeher kisi ki bhi chut ke liye hanikarak nahi rahega..
main osha ka shukriya ada kiya to wo boli.
osha:- aise ne bolo re, mere chut ke bi to aise maze pehle kabhi nai hue re..
osha ne khud to maze liye hi the, lekin usne mera kaam kar diya tha. mere lund ka zeher nikal kar mujhe renu ke liye perfect bana diya tha.
main ek hafte tak mazeed paralize raha, mujhe aise halat me 3 hafte guzar chuke the.
mujhe khane ke liye baba apne wahi nuskhe hi khilata raha. jin me aksar saanp ka mass bhi shamil hota tha.
main takreeban nanga tha bass ek chadar mere lund ko cover kiye rakhti thi.
anjali aisi halat me mere paas aa jati thi, anjali bohat achchi ladki thi, mujhe nanga dekh kr kabhi bhi uske mann me gande vichar nahi aaye the, aur na hi jagan ne kabhi anjali ko kuch kaha tha, dono ka pyaar bhi sacha tha, mere saamne hi masti karte rehte the, lekin jagan ne anajli ko mere nange badan se door rehne ko nahi bola tha. itna vishwas tha jagan ko anjali parr. dono ke liye main bohat khas ho gaya tha.
ek hafte baad main khada hone me kamyab ho gaya tha, mere zakhm bhar gaye the, lekin is ek hafte me mujhe khud me bohat se badlaao dekhne ko mile the,mera lund osha se chudne ke baad bhi aksar khada hi rehta tha, jise dekh kar anjali hassti hui mere lund par kapda daal diya karti thi, aur mujhe nakli ghussa dikha kar mohn banati rehti thi.
ek hafte baad main kahda hua to baba ne mujhe nahane ke liye keh diya.
anjali ne mere nahane ke liye paani ka intezam kar diya, to baba ne us paani me kuch milaya, mai us paani se nahaya to mere jism se oil puri tarha se saaf ho gaya. mera daban ek dumm se chamakne laga tha.
abb ek din mujhe us oil se saaf reh kr dekhna tha k main khud me aaye badlao ko sehn karne ki shakti rakhta hun ya nahi... pehle to mera sharir paralize hi rehta tha, aur mere andar aaye hue badlao ki waja se main kuch kar paane ki halat me nahi rehta tha.
warna osha ko chodte waqt jaisi meri halat hoti thi, wo main hi jaanta tha, us time agar main paralize na hota to na-jaane main kya kuch galt kar jaata.
nahane ke baad maine khud ko saaf kiyaa ur ek lungi baandh kr anjali aur baba ke paas chala gaya. anjali mere badan ko ghaur se dekhne lagi, mere zakhm abb puri tarha sebhar chue the.
baba mere chehre se kuch andaza lagane ki koshish kar rahe the.
raja:- baba aap kya dekh rahe han.
baba:- raja beta abhi tum jhonpdi ke andar jaao aur andar se darwaza band kar lena.. tum abhi naha ke aaye ho, hawa lagne se tumme badlao aa sakte han, kahi aisa na to tum khud par kaabu bhul jaao aur kuch gadbad ho jaaye..
main baba ki baat samjh gaya..
raja:- hi baba ji..
jaise baba ne kaha tha main andar jhonpdi me chala gaya. aur andar se kundi laga li.. mere kundi lagate hi bahar se bhi kisi ne kundi laga di... main andar bichi hui ek chitaai par baith gaya aur khud par focus karne laga k mujhme kya kuch change aata ha, baba ne jo kaha tha, kahi wo sach to nhi kahi main khud par kaabu bhul kar kuch galt hi na kar jaaon..
main chataai pr baith gaya aur apne andar hone wale badlaao ke ubharne ka wait karne laga. 10 mint tak kuch bhi nahi hua.. lekin jitna bhi time lagta, mujhe filhal rehna to isi jhonpdi me tha..
20 mint guzre to mujhe apne andar se heat badhti hui mehsus hone lagi. same wahi halat hone lagi jo osha se chudaai ke samay hone lagti thi.
5 mint me mera jism ne paseena chhodna shuru kar diya, us paseeene me wahi smell aane lagi to baba ke malish karte samay aati thi.
mujhe thandi hawa ka ehsaas bhi hone laga, lekin heat badhti hi ja rahi thi, mera lund jo abb kuch aur bada lagne laag tha, wo bhi khada ho gaya, aur lungi se bahar aane ko machalne laga, maine apne lund ko lungi se bahar kiya aur usay dekhne laga, wo full tana hua khada tha.. uski sakhti badhne lagi aur fir wo itni badhi k mere liye us sakhti se hone wale dard ko sehn karna mushkil hone laga. mere lund ki ragen beinteha phoolne lagei theen. aisa lagne laga k wo phhat jayengi.
yahi condition osha ki chut me lund ke ghuste samay hoti thi. lund mere hath me aaya aur main osha ki chut ke liye machalne laga... mera mann hone laga k osha abhi aa jaaye aur main usay neche pathak pathak kar chodne lagoon. itna mera khud par se control khone laga.
main apne lund ko padke hi khada hua aur jhonpdi me tehalne laga, lund to khatarnaak had takk akad hi chuka tha. parr jism ne paseene ki nadiyan bahani shuru kar di thee..
meri bechaini badhne lagi, mere andar ki heat ne laawe ki shakal akhtiyar kar li aur wo laawa mere jism se bahar nikalne ke liye ke liye zor lagane laga, ek alag se pressure sa mere andar se baahar aane ke liye machalne laga.
jis waja se mere andar ek alag hi atqat ubharne lagi, ko mere jism ko sakht karne lagi aur mere baazuoon ki machhliyaan itni sakht hone lagi jaise abhi mere baazo phat jayengeen. ya main neeche baith akr zameen par mukka maaron to zameen ret ke tarha se phat jaye aur mere hath zameen ma jaa samaye.
main paralize tha, to khud ki power ko judge nahi kar paya tha. ya wo ubhar kar saamne nahi aai thi. lekin abb mere andar laawe ke saath taqat bhi beinteha badhne lagi thi. mera khud par se control tootne laga...
mera dil kiya k main is darwaze ko tod dun aur bahar ja kar kisi ko pakad kar apne lund ke neeche le aaon. itni bechaini badhi k fir main jhonpdi ke darwaze ki badhne laga...
mere andar zeher tha, jiss waja se mere liye sabb sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha. wahi mere andar bhayankar badlaao laane laga tha.
main darwaze ke paas poncha to baba shayad kisi jaga se mujhe hi dekh rahe the. wo wahi se bole.
baba:- raja beta darwaze ke paas matt aana, warna bohat kuch galt ho jaayega.
raja:- baba mere liye sehn karna mushkil hota ja raha hai, mujhe aisa lagg raha ha, jaise mere andar ka laawa apni seeema laang kar mere sharir ko reza reza kar dega.. ye sabb meri sehn shakti se bohat pare ha baba, mere liye kuch keejiye..
baba:- beta pehle bhi to tum sabb sehn kar hi lete the. abb kyun nahi kar paa rahe ho..
baba ki baat sun kar mere damag ki batti jali aur main sochne laga k pehle bhi har baar khud par kabu paa liya karta tha, aur is sabb me meri madad renu ki yaaden kiya karti theen. parr aaj mere liye aisa karna asaan bhi yo nahi tha,
pehle to osha ki waja se mere andar ka zeher nikal jaya karta tha..
raja:- baba osha........... main itna hi keh paaya tha..
baba:- raja beta osha har baar to tumhe shant karne se rahi, kya tum aise hi khud par kaabu bhul kar sabb kuch barbad kar donge.. aise to tum dunya ke lye khatra ban jaaoge. kya tum insaan nahi bane rehna chahte. ik jaanwar ban ke zindagi guzarna chahte ho. beta khud se lado. aur apne andar ki shakti ko jagao.
baba ki baaten bhi sahi theen, lekin ye mere liye asaan bhi to nahi tha.
dard ya jalan ki baat hoti to sehn bhi kar leta, lekin aaj to power ka bhandaar bhi tha, aur sex ka seema laang raha nasha damag par chadne laga tha. jis ki latt mujhe osha se lag chuki thi, aur mere andar ka zeher bhi osha ki chut se kaabu me aane lagaa tha.
main kise bhi karke khud par kaabu paane ki koshish karne laga, baba ke liye mere dil me bohat respect thi, aur main dil se koi aisi galti nai karna chahta tha, jis se baba ka sarr jhuk jaaye. is liye main baba ki respect karte hue khud par kaabu karke renu ki yaadon me khud ko lejaane laga. mushkil to namumkin ki hadd takk tha, parr renu ki yaaden bhi mere liye kamm nahi then. renu to meri zindagi thi.
renu ki baat hi alag thi. main kaise bhi karke khud ko renu ki yaadon se jodne laga.
main wahi chataai par ja betha. ye sabb mere liye asaan nahi tha, renu ki yaadon me jaane ke liye bhi mujhe apne damag se zayada dil par dhayan dena tha aur mera damag mujhe dil ki taraf jaane se rok raha tha.
mera lund aur andar ubalta hua laawa is sabb me rakawat banne ki koshish kar rahe lage..
damag ki power wish ki waja se badhi hui thi, badi mehnat karni padegi renu ki yaadon se judne ke liye..
lekin jaana to tha hi renu ki yaadon me, warna baba ne jo mehnat mujhpar ki thi, wo sabb barbad ho jaati, agar main kuch galt kar deta to baba ki kya izzat reh jaati, sabb hi yahi kehte k ise bachane ki kya zarurat thi, mar jaane diya hota, agar mar jaata to ye anarth to na hota..
yahi baaten mujhe himmat de rahi thi. main baba ke liye sharmindgi ka bayas nahi banna chahta tha..
renu ki yaadon me jaane ke liye maine apna pura focus dil par kanra shuru kar diya.
pyaar agar sacha ho to manzil milna mushkil zarur hota hai, lekin namumkin nahi,
aur renu to fir bhi meri zindagi thi, renu ki yaaden to mere khoon me tarha daud rahi thi, renu ki yaadon ko lautne me samay zarur laga, par main renu ki yaadon se khud ko jodne me safal ho hi gaya.
main chataai par betha renu ki yaadon me khone laag. baba bhi shayad bahar relax ho gaye the.
ye to abhi sex aur power ka nasha tha, jo abhi pehle baar mujhpar khatarnaak hadd takk asar andaz hua tha. abb aur bhi pata nai mujme kitne badlao aa chuke the. wo to baad me hi pata chalega..
pata nahi main kitni der aise hi betha raha, baba ne bahar se kundi kholi aur fir door ko khatkhatane lage. maine awaz sun kar khud ko dekha to mera badan khushk tha, aur mera lund bhi soya pada tha, maine khud par ghuar kiya to mujhe laga ab main normal hun to main khada hua aur apne lund ko lungi me kaid karne ke baad jaa kar darwaze ki kundi khol di..
baba andar aye aur mujhe gale se laga liya.
baba:- bohat achche beta, tumne mujhe meri mehnat ka phal de diya. main bohat khush hun tumse. warna ye sabb itna bhi asaan nahi tha.. tumne apni sambhog shakti par kaabu paa kar sabat kar diya hai k abb tum apne andar aane wale badlao me bhi safal rahoge...
raja:- baba mujhme aur kya badlaao ayenge..
baba:- ek to tum bohat achche se samjh chuke ho, jo abhi kuch der pehle tum me dikha.. aur baaki jo badlaao tumme aayenge.. unme se ek to tumme taqat bohat badegi aur dusra tumara damag bhi bohat taqatwar ban jayega. uski kaarkardgi pehle se bhi kai guna zayada hogi. aur tum kisi bhi kaam ko agar lagan se seekhoge to tumhare liye usay seekhna kuch bhi mushkil nahi hoga.. abhi to tumne apni ankhen bhi nahi dekhi han, jabb dekhoge to khud hi samjh jaaoge...
hum to jogi han aur saanpo me rehne wale, hum par tumhari ankhon ka asar nahi hoga, parr aam insaan ke liye tumhari ankhon me dekh paana asaan nahi hoga.
iske ilawa ghusse ki halat me tumhe khud par kaabu rakhna hoga, warna tumhare andar ka wish tumhe ek jaanwar bana dega...
raja:- osha ki waja se mere andar ka wo zeher kisi ke liye abb hanikarak to nahi raha..
baba:-nahi raja beta, abb aisa koi darr nahi hai, ulta tumhare sambhog se stree ko bhi fayda hi hoga.. stree ki choti moti bimariyan theek karne ki shakti tumhare sambhog kaariya me aa gai hai.
raja:- baba main ye kaise ho sakta hai, zeher kisi ke andar jaane se koi theek kaise hoga.
baba:-(muskurate hue) raja beta yahi to baat hai. tumhe sirf zeher hi to nahi diya gaya, zeher ke sath aur bhi to bohat kuch tumhe khilaya gaya hai. wo zeher sambhog ke liye khatarnaak nahi hai, haan parr kisi ko khoon matt dena. warna wo foran hi mar jayega.. aur ek aur khaas baat, kabhi bhi kisi ke hath apna khoon matt lagne dena. warna dunya bohat hi laalchi hai, tumhare khoon se pata nai aur kya kuch banane ke chakkar me padne lage.. tumhare khoon me bohut kuch badal chuka hai, abb tum khoon ke hisaab se aam insaan nahi rahe ho..
raja:- theek hai baa ji main dhyaan rakhunga.. baba main abb kuch bhi khaa pi sakta hun ya abhi bhi mujhe wahi pehle jaisa hi khaana peena padega..
baba:- nahi raja beta abb tumhe kuch bhi khaane se mana nahi hai. parr abhi wahi sabb dawayi tumhe ek hafte takk aur khani hai, uske baad tumhe kisi aur cheez ki zarurat nahi hai..... maine anjali se keh kr jagan ko bulaya hai. tum us ke sath bahar ghoom fir aao, aur khud ko parkho khud ke andar aane wale badlao ki jaanch karo, agar kuch gadbad lage to pehle ki hi tarha se khud par kaabu paa lena. lekin kuch ulta seedha na kar bethna..
baba bohat pyaar se bole..
raja:- nahi baba ji main abb main khud se ladta rahunga, mujhe meri renu ki yaadon se bohut shakti milti hai..
baba:- raja beta renu ke baare me abhi tumne kuch bataya nahi..
rja:- chalo baba hum bahar chal kar baten karte han, wahi main aapko sabb bata deta hun.
hum bahar aaye to anjali aur jagan bethe masti kar rahe the. humen dekh kar shaant baith gaye.
bahar khatiya par baith kar maine baba ko apne island se bhaagne se le kar goli lagne takk ka sabb kuch bata diya. anjali aansu bahane lagi meri daastan sunkar.
jagan bhi dukhi ho gaya tha, meri kahani sunke. baba ne mere kandhe par hath rakh diya.
baba:- beta bhagwan ne tumhe nayi zindagi di hai to abb tum bhi apni renu ko bacha kar apne dushmano se badla le sakte ho. lekin beta pehle tumhe un sabb ka saamna karne ke liye kaabil to banna hi padega.. pehle ki hi tarha se tum khud ko unke chungal me na phansa lena, har jung ladai se nahi jeeti ja sakti.
wo damag wale log hain, paisa bhi hai unke paas aur power bhi hai, tumhe khud ko unse ladne ke liye bohat mehnat karni padegi, maine tumhe bachane ke liye tumhe bohat kuch khila diya hai, tumhare hathu ko sahi karne ke liye bhi mujhe bohat kuch karna pada hai, tumhare hathu me abb bohat taqab aa gai hai. usi ko istemal me lana, apne ahthu se aur apni budhi se apne dushmano se saamna karna.
ye asbb asaan nai tha raja beta, maine apne poorvab ki zindagi ka saara tajurba tujhpe nichhawar kar diya hai. tum apne andar aane wale sabhi badlaao ko samjho aur usay kaam me laao. tum bohat shakti shaali ban jaaoge.
abb tum pehle jaise nahi rahe ho, apni budhi ka sahi paryog karna seekh lena. warna kab tak unse ladte rahoge.budhi se ladai jeetna asaan hai, taqat to bail me bhi hoti hai..
raja:- baba aapne sahi kaha, pehle bhi main josh me aa kar renu ko kho chuka hun, main aap ki sabb baaten kabhi nahi bhulunga, aur jaisa aapne kaha waisa hi karunga. mere dushman sach me hi bohut zayada khatrnaak han, mujhe taqat ke sath apne damag ka bhi istemal karna seekhna hoga.
baba:- bohat achche raja beta. tum me lagan to hai hi, abb bass tum khud par kaabu rakhte hue soch vichar se har kadam uthana. tum kabhi nakaam nahi rahoge.
meri duayen tumhare sath han raja beta..
anjali abhi bhi dukhi chehra liye mujhe dekh rahi thi, baba ke kehne par anjali andar se ek dhoti kurta le aai, maine wo pehn liye aur jagan ke sath basti ka chakkar lagane nikal pada. jagan bohut hi hans mukh ladka tha, uske sath ghoomte hue bohut achcha lag raha tha.
jagan:- raja aaj main tumhe kuch khaas dikhata hun. yahan to sab aise hi ha. mere sath chalo aaj main tumhe ek anokhe insaan se milwata hun. tumne apni zindagi me aisa insaan kabhi nahi dekha hoga..
raja:- achcha, aisa hai to fir chalo, dekhte han us anokha insaan ko.
jagan muskurata hua jungle ki ik side badhne laga... main jagan ki muskan se samjh gaya k wo mujhe kuch special dikhana chahta hai..
main dhoti kurte me tha aur abhi bhi mere pura wajud baalon se bhara hua tha, main island se bhaagte waqt jis halat me tha. abb bhi waisa hi tha, agar kuch change aaya to to baba ke ilaj ki waja se. baaki main waisa hi tha..
adhe ghante me hum jungle ke andar pohnch gaye..
raja:- haan jagan hum pohnch gaye jungle me, abb aur aage kahan jaana hai.
jagan:- bass kuch hi der me hum pohnchne wale han.
5 mint me jagan mujhe liye jungle me kuch bhi aage badh gaya. ye jungle darakhto ka ek bada zakheera tha. yahan har kisam k parinde to aate rehte the, lekin yahan junglee jaanwar nahi the. bohat bade area par darkht phele hue the to ise jungle ka naam diya gaya tha..
jagan:- raja wooooooooooooo samane dekho.....
jagan ne wooooo ko khenchte hue kuch door ek smit ishara kiya. jabb maine us taraf dekha to meri ankhen apne size ke kai guna badi ho gai theen.
baat hi kuch aisi thi..
jagan mujhe dekh kar hassne laga.
jagan:- kyun raja maine kaha tha na, tumhe dunya ke sabse anokhe insaan se milwaaonga. abhi wo apni parctice me masruf hai. jaise hi wo farigh hoga, main tumhe usse se milwa dunga.
main jagan ko kya dekhta, main to deede phhade saamne dakhto par kartab karte hue admi ko dehkne laga..
mujhse 150 meter ki doori par ek 45 age ka admi darkhto par uchhalta fir raha tha, wo sharir se ek mota admi tha, lekin wo darkhto par aise jump laga raha tha, jaise uska wazan ho hi naa. uski uchhal kood hairat angez thi.
jump lagate hue us aadmi ki nazar hum par padi. wo humse 150 meter ki doori par tha.
lekin yahan bhi usne mere damag ka fuse hi uda diya. itni speed me koi bhaag kar nahi aa sakta tha mere paas. jitni furti me wo dakhton par jump karte hue hum tak pohnch gaya.
hamare paas hi ek ooncha dakht tha, jis height koi 70 feet thi, wo us darakht par 50 feet ki oonchaai par tha. wahi se usne jump lagaya. aur hawa me udta hua hamare paas aa kr khada ho gaya.
uske ghutne tak nahi mude the. 5 feet se bhi jump lagaya jaaye to admi apne ghune fold zarur karta hai. blake wo akrta nahi khud b khud ho jaate han.
lekin us admi ke pair zameen par lagte hi uske ghutne fold nahi hue. ye ek na kaabil e yakeen baat thi.
meri ankhen aur bhi badi ho gai theen. ye kaise ho sakta ha. uske pair kyun nahi toote, usne apne ghutno ko fold kyun nai kiya.
yahan ek baat jo mere liye surprising thi. k wo aisa kaise kr sakta hai. wahi ek dusri baat bhi mere andar janam lene lagi..
baba ne kaha tha mere andar badlaao aayenge. jitna unho ne bataya tha, uske ilawa bhi aur kya kuch mujhme change ayega, na to baba sabb jaante the aur na hee main sabb jaante tha, lekinn is aadmi ko dekh kar mere andar se kuch click ho raha tha.
jagan aur admi mujhe dekh muskura rahe the...
jagan ne mujhe kandhe se pakad kar hilaya... to main hosh me aaya..
jagan:- sandhu ji ye raja hai.. ye humen khaai se neeche zakhmi halat me mila tha. baba ne iska ilaj kiya hai, tabb se ye yahi hamare paas hi hai..
sandhu:- kaise ho raja beta..
raja:- main theek hun sandhu ji, parr aap ye sabb kaise kar rahe the..
sandhu ji meri meri baat sun kar muskuraye..
sandhu:- raja beta ye sabb mera shok hai. bachpan me hi main ye sabb karne laga tha. abb to bodha hone laga hun..
raja:- lekin aap ye sabb kaise kar sakte han. ye to koi insaan kar hi nahi sakta.
sandhu:- raja beta mai tumhe asaan bhasha me samjhata hun, shayad tum kuch samjh sako, vaise meri baaten kamm hi kisi ki samjh me aati han. raja beta kya tumne kabhi parindo ko ghaur se dekha hai. main tumhe kawwe ki misal deta hun. tumne kawwe ko kabhi fiza se aa kar neeche zameen par baithte dekha hai, wo apne pairon ke ball kar neeche aata hai, pairon ko ek khaas andaaz me...... ooo, raja beta wo saaamne dekho udhar saamne dekho...... sandhu ji ne ek taraf ishara kiya..
saamne kuch faasle par ek parinda upaar se udta hua aaya aur aa kr neeche baith gaya..
sandhu:- raja beta tumne us parinde ke zameen par kadam rakhne ke andaz ko dekha, kis tarha se ye zameen par utarte han.
raja beta mera damag shuru se hi aisi cheezo ko parkhne me laga rehta tha.
aur fir main bhi in parinde ko dekhte hue ulte seedhe pange lene laga.
thehro main tumhe fir se karke dikhata hun. sandhu ji ne wahi khade khade hi hawa me ek jump lagaya aur 12 feet oonchi ek dakht ki tehni ko pakad kar uske upar chadd gaye, sandhu ji ne ye itni furti me kiya k main to usko dekhta hi reh gaya. sandhu ji wahi nahi ruke. unho ne usi darakht par 2 jump aur lagaye aur fir dekhte hi dekhte wo 30 - 35 feet upar ja pohnche. wo wahi se bole..
sandhu:- raja beta, abb ghaur se mujhe dekhna. abb main bulandi se neeche zameen ki taraf aa raha hun.tum bass is baat par ghaur karna k main kaise upar se neeche aata hun..
aur is baar firse sandhu ji ne mujhe heran kar diya. jitna wazan unke badan ka tha, uske liye ye mumkin nahi tha. lekin wo ye sabb badi hi maharat se kar rahe the..
palak jhapakte hi wo mere paas pohnch gaye..
sandhu:- dekha raja beta, ye hai meri umar bhar ki kamaai.
raja:- sandhu ji mere mann me bhi kuch hulchal si hone lagi hai, kya ap mujhe ye sabb sikha sakte han... mujhe iski badi zarurat hai. mere dushman bohat hi khatarnaak han..
sandhu ji mujhe ghaur se dekhne lage. fir wo der takk meri ankhon me dekhte rahe. aur fir achanak se wo muskurane lage..
sandhu:- raja beta ye sabb asaan nahi hai. lekin mujhe tumme kuch dikh gaya hai. jaise jagan ne bataya k baba tumhara ilaj kar rahe han. to tumhari ankhen mujhe kuch kuch samjha bhi rahi han.
raja beta ye maine kisi se seekha nahi hai, na to mera kabhi koi ustaad raha hai, aur nahi maine kabhi kisi ko apna shagird banaya hai. mujhse aaj takk kisi ne ye sabb sekhne ke liye bhi nahi kaha.
raja beta ek baat aur hai, kya ye sabb tumhe lagta hai k tumhare mazaj se milti hai, kahi aisa na hi k darmiyan me hi tumhara concentrate toot jaye aur tum kahi gehri chot na khaa jao.
raja:- sandhu ji main padha likha nahi hun, mujhe asaan bhasha me samjha do.
sandhu:- oooo. tumhe padhe likhe nahi ho.
raja:- ji nahi sandhu ji main kuch bhi nai padha hua. meri abb takk ki zindagi aise hi guzar gai hai..
sandhu:- raja beta. kisi cheez ko be wazan karna, is baat ka matlab samjhte ho, gravity, yani k kashish e saqal....
raja:- nahi sandhu ji aap samjha den..
sandhu:- fir to ye bohat hi mushkil ho jayega tumhare liye..
itna bol kar wo kuch sochne lage. jagan is beech kuch nahi bola..
sandhu:- raja beta itna to tum samjhte ho. har cheez upar se neeche zameen ki taraf aaati hai.tum kisi bhi cheez ko upar phenkoge to wo aupar aur upar to jaane se rahi, jitni bhi power tum us cheez ko upar phenkne me lagaaoge, akhir wo ayegi to neeche hi..
yahi hai, kashish e saqal. yani ki zameen ki apne taraf khenchne ki power..
zameen me kashish hoti hai aur wo hr ek cheez ko apne taraf khenchti hai. tumne bhange phool dekhe hain. wo jo bilkul halke se hote han. roi ke jaise, agar unko ek phonk maara jaaye to wo zameen par aane ki bajaye upar hi upar aur bhi udna shuru kar dete han. wo kashish e saqal se bahar ho jaate han. aur zameen unhe apni or khench nahi sakti.
mujhe sandhu saab ki ye baat samjh me aane lagi, aur main sandhu ji ki baten aur bhi ghaur se sunne laga.
sandhu:- uska bhi ek khaas tarika hota ha. tum jis tarha se apni zubaan ko chand lamho ke liye taste se mehrum kar sakte ho. tum jis tarha apni sunne ki hiss ko apne control me kar sakte ho.. misal ke taur par agar tum kahi shor wali jaga par ho. aur tum apne paas khade hue apne kisi dost ki baat laazmi sunna chahte ho. to tum shor parse apna dhyaan hata kar apne dost ki awaz par apna focus badha doge. isse se tumhe shor par control hasil ho jayega. aur tumhe apne dost ki baat sahi se samjh me aane lagi...
main tumhe ek misal aur bhi deta hun..
agar tumahre aas paas ek bohat hi zordar dhamaka ho aur tumhare andar ki hiss tumhe foran hi uske baare me bata de to tum apni will power se kaam me la kar khud ko dhamake ki zordaar awaz se anjaan bana sakte ho. warna dhamake ki shadeed awaz tumhare asabi nizam (nervous system) ko khatarnaak hadd tak nuksaan pohncha sakti hai..
isi tarha se tumhari nigahon ke saamne se koi bhi cheez guzre, aur agar tum usay nazar andaz karna chahte ho to tum apne damag ko kahi aur kisi kaam me laana shuru kar doge.. is tarha se wo cheez tumhare damag tak rasai hasil nahi kar paayegi.
meri sabb baton ka maqsad sirf itna hi hai. k maine apne wazan(weight) ko kashish e saqal se azaad kar diya hai. mera sabb kuch hi mere control me hai. bass baat sirf samjhne ki hai aur regular practice karne ki hai. jabb takk tum ise sahi se samjh na jaao. jabb tum ise samjh jaaoge to tumhe bhi ye sabb karne me koi pareshani nahi hogi..
raja beta tumne kabhi nawab wajid ali shah ka naam suna hai..
raja:- nahi sandhu ji maine ye naam pehle kabhi nahi suna.. kaun han ye..
sandhu:- nawab wajid ali shah lucknow me rehte the. angrezo ke daur ki baat hai.
unho ne bhi khud ko zameeni kashish se azad karwa liya tha. wo zameen me nangi talvaren taang kar unpar raqs kiya karte.. apne pairon se daba kar talvar ko zameen me gaadh diya karte the. kabhi bhi koi bhi talvar unhe zakhmi nahi kar saki..
bass maine bhi unhe padha hai to main bhi unhe ke jaise sabb karne laga, meri lagan achchi thi, isliye main seekh gaya.
abb agar tum bhi ye sabb seekna chahte ho to. to kal se aa jaana.. ek akhri baat main tumhe aur bata dun. mujhe bhi tumse baaten karne me bohat maza aa raha hai.
ye jagan tumhare saamne khada hai. isse se pooch lo, koi bhi meri baaten samjh nahi pata aur na hi koi aise ye sabb karne ki lagan dil me rakhta hia..
kyun jagan tum ye sabb karna chahte ho..
jagan:- nahi nahi chacha ji kyun mujhe marwane ka irada rakhte han aap. abhi to meri shadi bhi nahi hui..
jagan ki baat sun kar hum dono hi hassne lage. jagan bhi hamare sath hi milkar hassne laga..
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baba ke jaane ke baad anjali mere paas aai, aur main renu ki yaadon me khoya raha.
pata nahi kitni der guzar gai thi renu ki yaadon me, door ke khulne ki awaz sun
kar main renu ki yaadon se bahar aaya. door meri nazro se bahar tha, main wait karne laga, k aane wala mere saamne aaye aur main usay dekhon, main usay dekh nahi sakta tha.
jaise hi andar aana wala mere saamne pohncha to usay dekh kar main hairat me pad gaya k ye kaun hai...
aane wali ek 30 saala aurat thi... usay dekh kar mere andar kuch hulchal si hone lagi..... kya mast figure ki maalik aurat thi. itne khatarnaak figure to renu ke bhi nahi the.
rang ki puri kaali thi, usne ek saaari pehn rakhi thi. aur uske badan ke sabhi ang saaari me se dikh rahe the.
sarri itni bareek thi k uske badan ke saamne se har ek hissa nazar aa raha tha. kaale badan par bareek saari, jo uske boobs pet aur chut ko bohat hi achche se dikha rahi thi, main sochne laga k ye yahan kyun aai hai, baba ne ise roka kyun nahi, agar aa hi gai hai to ye is saari me kyun aai, ise kisi ne roka kyun nahi.
aisi nangi halat me aur wo bhi mere pass, main jo hil bhi nahi sakta tha...
usne apne lambe baal khule chhod rakhe the jo kuch peeche the, to kuch aage the, lekin usne apne baalon se apne boobs ko chupane ki koi koshish nai ki thi.
aise hiliye me maine renu ke siwa kisi ko nai dekha tha, ye aurat meri life me renu ke baad dosri aisi thi, jo mujhe apne jalve dikha rahi thi.
pata nai kya maqsad le kar aai thi..
wo kuch mujhe ghaur se dekhti rahi.
aurat:- abb kaisa hai re tu...
raja:- main to theek hon. lekin tum kaun ho aur aise kyun mere paas aai ho..
aurat:- mera naam osha hai re. aur tu mujhe mere naam se bulayega re.
wo re me baat karne ki aadi thi..
raja:- theek hai osha .. lekin kya tum apne aane ke baare me bataaogi mujhe.
osha:- mujhe bapu ne bheja hai re tere paas. tujhe mere jarurat hai na mere sajanwa...
main uski baat sunke heran reh gaya. ye bapu kaun hai, aur ye mujhe sajanwa kyun bol rahi ha...
ek to main pehle se hi apne andar uth rahe ubaal se pareshan tha, baba ne jo mere andar zeher utara tha, uspar pehle to maine kisi na kisi tarha se kaabu pa hi liya tha, lekin abb kaise main khud par kaabu paaon. ek to uske badan se itni khatarnaak kisam ki bheeni bheeni khushbu aa rahi thi, jo mujhe apni or akarshit kar rahi thi. main to apni jaga se hil bhi nahi sakta tha, lekin mujhe apni naabi par andar ki taraf kuch harkat se mehsus hone lag gai thi, aisa lagne laga tha, jaisa mere neeche se koi cheez harkat karti hui neeche ja rahi ho. parr main kuch samjh nahi paa raha tha. aur upar se wo khatarnaak huliye aur khushbu me mere saamne khadi thi.
raja:-(thook nigalta hua) kkkk..kaun .. bapu..
osha meri baat sun kar hassne lagi..
osha:- tu aise hakla kaahe ko reya hai re.. bapu matbal anju ke baba, me unko bapu hi bolti re..
main aur bhi heran hua k baba ne is naagin ko mere paas kyun bhej diya, kahi kuch gadbad na ho jaaye, ya kahi ye jhut to nahi bol rahi..
main kuch bolta wo mere paas lakdee ke takhte ki side apni jitni gaand tika sakti thi, wo tika ke baith gai..
osha:- bapu ke ilaj ne tere me zeher bhar diya ha re.
uske badan ki anokhi aur bohat tez khushbu mere andar ghusti chali ja rahi thi. mere liye khud se ladna mushkil hone laga, abb main uski baat ka jawab kya deta, mere to hosh hi udte ja rahe the... wo koi aurat nahi thi, ek khatarnaak naagin thi, jo mujhe apni or khench rahi thi, kya ghazab ki kashish thi uske badan me...
jogiyon ke khandan se thi, kaali siyaah thi, lekin kashish aisi k haseen ladkiyon ko bhi pare kare..
main to renu ka tha aur renu k siva kisi ko dekhna bhi nai chahta tha, lekin mere andar daud rahe zeher ne mujhe halkan karna shuru kar diya tha. main khud se ladne ki bohat koshish karne laga. lekin safal nahi ho pa raha tha..
osha:- ae tu kaahe ko pareshan hove ha re... ye bapu ne tere waste theek socha ha re.. warna tere andar ka zeher tere ko khatam kar dega re...
mujhe bhi osha ki baat sahi lag rahi thi, main dil hi dil me renu se maafi maangne laga k main renu ke liye khud ko bacha nahi pa raha.. aise hi daurahe par main aa ke khada ho gaya tha.
lekin fir mujhe yaad aaya k renu ke saath jaisa kiya gaya hai, mujhe bhi to abb sanjay aur akhil ki family ki sabhi mahilaao ko chodna ha, chudaai to mujhe aur bhi kaiyon ke sath karni hai, yahan to meri jaan bachaane ke liye aur mere andar k zeher ko kaabu me rakhne ke liye ye naagin mujhe kaatne aai hai..
osha:- bapu bole ha, abhi tere lund se jo paani nikle hai, wo mere ilaba kisi aur me sehne ki shakti na hove ha re.. mere me bhi zeher hove hai re.. tab hi to bapu ne muje tere paas bheja hai re... ha to tu bhi ek mast chhoraa, manne maza to awe hi awe re..
itna bol usne mere lund ko apne hath me le liya. jo apne ful joban par tha.
mere lund par ek chadar daali hui thi, chadar baandhi nahi gai thi, osha ne wo chadar utha kar side me rakh di aur mere lund ko direct apne hath me pakad liya.
main jo apne sarr ke ilawa apne jism k kisi bhi hisse ko mehsus kar paane ki halat me nahi tha, osha ke hath me aate hi mere lund ne mujhe apne hone ka pura pura ehsaas karana shuru kar diya tha, ek to mera lund mere andar ki heat ki waja se pehle se hi bohat garam tha, abb osha ke hath me aate hi uski heat aur bhi badhne lagi.
main 15 dino baad aaj hi hosh me aaya tha aur khud ko paralize dekh kar tension me tha, aur baba ne jo kuch mujhe bataya tha, wo bhi mere liye sehn karna asaan nahi tha, mere andar zeher tha aur uski waja se mujhme kya kuch badlaao aayenge main nahi janta tha.
lekin maine pehle apne lund ko mehsus nai kiya tha, abb osha ke aate hi mere lund ne daga kar di thi. wo osha ke hathu me aate ki saanp ki tarha se phunkarne laga tha. mere andar sarur ki inheta utarne lagi thi. pata nahi ye zeher ka kaisa asar tha, jo mujhe kisi aur hi dunya me liye ja raha tha.
mera lund jo bhayankar roop dharan kiye hue tha, wo osha k hath me phadphadane laga. osha mere lund ko apne hath me liye bohat khush dikhne lagi..
osha:- tera lund to bohat mast hove ha re.aaj to manne ko maza e aa jave ha re.
itna bol kar osha ne apne badan se saari utaar di, wo na bhi utarti to uska to sabb kuch hi dikh raha tha.
jhonpdi ke andar osha ka kala chamakdaar badan kisi naagin ki jild ke jaise chamakne laga..
osha mere lund ko chhod kar khadi hui, lekin uski nazar mere lund se nahi hati.
osha ki mast kali chut mujhe dikhne lagi.
osha mere lund ko dekhte takhte ke dono side me pair rakh kar baith gai. uski gaand abhi tak hawa me thi. osha mere lund ko hath me pakad kar apni chut par set karne lagi. main to neeche se dhakka bhi nahi laga sakta tha, jo kuch hona tha, ya karna tha, puri game hi osha ke hath me thi.
osha achche se apni chut par mere lund ko set karne ke baad dheere dheere se baithne lagi. mera full phool chuka lund osha ki chut ke lips ko kholta hua andar jaane laga.

mere andar maujud zeher ne dhamal daalni shuru kardi.. osha ki chut ko mehsus karte hi mere andar ke laawe ne lund ki taraf aopna safar shuru kar diya.
meri halat ek baar firse kahrab hone lagi, osha ki chut ka lams paate hi mujhe firse jalan hone lagi, aur mujhe aisa lagne laga, k jaise pehle baba mere seene par wo zeher ki malish kar rahe the, aur zeher mere zakhm se hota hua mere andar utar raha tha, theek vaisa hi is baar bhi hone laga tha.
lekin is baar baat alag thi, is baar mere andar ka zeher mujhpar haavi hone laga aur chalta hua mere lund ki taraf apna safar shuru karne laga. mere andar itna laawa ubal raha tha, k main filhal ke liye chut ke nashe ko bhi bhoolne laga.
laawe ki jalan ne dard ki surat akhtiyaar kar li. mujhe nahi pata mera lund osha ki chut ke kitna ghus gaya hai. main bass khud ke andar hone wali jalan aur dard ko bardasht karne me lag gaya tha.
jo ek baar firse mere liye sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha. maine firse renu ki yaadon me khud ko lejaana chaha. lekin is baar mere liye ye bhi mushkil hone laga. is baar ka pain mere seene me nahi mere lund me ho raha tha. jo osha ki chut me ghusa hua tha.
osha apne kaam me lagi rahi, wo mere upar uchhal rahi thi ya nai mujhe nahi pata. mere lund ke ilawa mere saara hi jism to paralize tha. osha mujhse takrati to mujhe pata bhi nahi chalna tha. haan dhap dhap ki awaz se pata chal sakta tha. lekin mere dhyaan to sirf khud ki jalan aur dard ki taraf tha.
otha kitni der tak mere lund ko apni chut me liye uchalti rahi mujhe nai pata..
main ankhen band kiye apne andar ke laawe ko lund ki janib safar karte hue mehsus kar raha tha...
fir mujhe wo laava saara hi apne lund me mehsus hone laga. aur is baar meri cheechen nikalne lagi. itna dard hua k mere liye sehn karna mumkin nahi raha aur meri awaz jhonpdi se bahar jaane lagi...
mujhe lagne laga k mera lund hi aaj phatt jayega. mujhe mere lund me aise lagne laga jaise kisi ne mere lund ke andar kholta hua paani daal diya ho...
shayad wo laava abb mere lund se nikal kar osha ki chut me jaane ki tayyari me tha, isliye mujhe itna dard de raha tha..
maine apni ankhen khol ek baar osha ko dekha to wo bhi apni ankhen band kiye full speed se mere lund apr uchhal rahi thi. uske boobs jo 38 size ke the, uchhal kood macha rahe the. lekin mere liye is sabb me dilkashi khatam ho chuki thi, main to bass ye chah raha tha k mere lund se laawa bahar nikle aur mujhe kuch rahat mil jaaye..
agar main paralize nahi hota to shayad aaj osha mere neeche mere lund se hi mar jaati, jaise halat meri ho rahi thi, main hilne ki halat me nahi tha, lekin mera andar wehshi ban chuka tha.mera bass nahi chal raha tha k main kya kuch kar daalun lekin main dard aur jalan ke chalte cheekhne ke ilawa kuch nahi kar pa raha tha...
pata nahi mere lund ki kya halat thi, lekin osha mast maze se mere lund par odham machaye hue thi....
akhir mere andar ka laawa mere lund ki nason ko andar hi andar cheerta hua, mujhe aur bhi beinteha dard deta hua osha ki chut me me pichhkariya chhodne laga...
pichhkariyan nikalte hue bhi mujhe aisa laga jaise wo paani na ho dehakti hui aag ho jo mere lund se nikal rahi thi. itna dard bhi hota hai lund ke paani nikalne se... aisa kabhi guman bhi nahi hua tha..
parr wo paani bhi to nahi tha, wo to zeher tha, jo mere lund se nikal raha tha.
jab tak mere lund se saara paani nahi nikal gaya. osha mere par apni chut ko uchhalti rahi..
jaise hi osha ko confirm hua k abb mere lund andar se khali ho chuka hai to wo mere upar se uthi aur side me farsh par dher gai...
osha ki bhi matt maari gai thi. pata nahi ye chudaai kitni der chali thi. lekin osha ne mere lund ka laawa nikalne takk himmat nahi haari thi...
mera lund halka kya hua mujhe itni rahat mili k main nashe me jhomne laga,
ya shayad mere andar sakun sa utarne laga tha, ye usi ka nasha tha.
thakawat to mujhe honi nahi thi, maine kaunsi mehnat ki thi, jo thak jaata.
main osha ko dekhne laga jo neeche nangi hi leti khud ki saanso ko theek karne me lagi hui thi..
5 mint baad osha uthi. wo dolne lagi thi. jaise nasha ho gaya ho.
osha:- tera zeher kitna khatarnaak tha re. aur kitni der lagadi tere lund ne paani nikalne me chhore. meri to matti e maari gai thi re. agar bapu ka khayal na hota, to main ye sabb nahi karne wali thi re. mujhe kya pata tha k.........
wo aage bolti k ek baar fir se dolne lagi. wo khud ko sambhalne lagi, lekin shayad mere zaher ka asar us par kuch zayada hi hone laga tha.
osha neeche baith gai aur apne sarr ko pakad kar jhatke dene lagi. osha ka kala jism or bhi zayada chamakne laga tha.
kuch der osha apne sarr ko jhatke deti rahi aur fir normal ho gai, badi sehn shakti thi osha me, mera sara zeher hi uski chut ne choos liya tha..
abb mujhe andaza hua k zeher kitna katil tha jo mere lund se nikla tha.
osha:-(muskurate hue) abb mei theek ha re.. tere lund ka paani bohat hi zehreela tha. badi mushkil se mere se sehn hua ha re. meri jaga koi aur hoti to mar jati re...
raja:- kya sach me wo mar jaati..
osha:- haan re, isi liye to baba ne mere ko bola re. kisi aur me itni shakti kahan ha re.. jo tera zeher sehn kr sake re..achha abb me chalti hun re..
wo apni saari uthati bahar chali gai.. aur mere lund par wo chadar bhi nahi daal gai. main aise hi apne lund ko hawa me liye leta hua tha...
kuch der guzri to anjali andar aai... mera lund abhi bhi khada tha. anjali ki nazar padi to
anjali:- haaye daiya, besharam na ho to.. aur jaldi se bhaag kar mere lund par chadar daal di..
anjali bohat sharma rahi thi. lekin uski ankhon me masoomiyat thi. aur kuch bhi aisa vaisa nahi tha...
anjali:- raja ye sabb tumhare liye baba ne kiya hai, mujhse kuch na poochhna, mujhe bohat sharam aayegii....
raja:- theek hai anju..
anjali:- anju, tujhe kisne kaha mujhe anju bhi kehte han.
raja;- aur kaun wahi osha thi, usne bataya mujhe.
anjali:- chal theek hai.
kuch der anjali se baten hu aur fir wo bhi chali gai....
fir aise hi din guzarne lage, osha ki wahi routine rahi, baba mujhme zaher inject karte rahe aur osha usay apni chut me kar choosti rahi.
mere andar ka zeher jo kisi ki chut ke liye kahtarnaak tha. wo apna rang badal chuka tha. 4 din baad hi osha ki chut me mere lund ne paani ugla to osha ko nasha na hone ke barabar reh gaya tha.. osha ne mujhe keh diya tha k abb 2 din me hi tumhare lund ka zeher kisi ki bhi chut ke liye hanikarak nahi rahega..
main osha ka shukriya ada kiya to wo boli.
osha:- aise ne bolo re, mere chut ke bi to aise maze pehle kabhi nai hue re..
osha ne khud to maze liye hi the, lekin usne mera kaam kar diya tha. mere lund ka zeher nikal kar mujhe renu ke liye perfect bana diya tha.
main ek hafte tak mazeed paralize raha, mujhe aise halat me 3 hafte guzar chuke the.
mujhe khane ke liye baba apne wahi nuskhe hi khilata raha. jin me aksar saanp ka mass bhi shamil hota tha.
main takreeban nanga tha bass ek chadar mere lund ko cover kiye rakhti thi.
anjali aisi halat me mere paas aa jati thi, anjali bohat achchi ladki thi, mujhe nanga dekh kr kabhi bhi uske mann me gande vichar nahi aaye the, aur na hi jagan ne kabhi anjali ko kuch kaha tha, dono ka pyaar bhi sacha tha, mere saamne hi masti karte rehte the, lekin jagan ne anajli ko mere nange badan se door rehne ko nahi bola tha. itna vishwas tha jagan ko anjali parr. dono ke liye main bohat khas ho gaya tha.
ek hafte baad main khada hone me kamyab ho gaya tha, mere zakhm bhar gaye the, lekin is ek hafte me mujhe khud me bohat se badlaao dekhne ko mile the,mera lund osha se chudne ke baad bhi aksar khada hi rehta tha, jise dekh kar anjali hassti hui mere lund par kapda daal diya karti thi, aur mujhe nakli ghussa dikha kar mohn banati rehti thi.
ek hafte baad main kahda hua to baba ne mujhe nahane ke liye keh diya.
anjali ne mere nahane ke liye paani ka intezam kar diya, to baba ne us paani me kuch milaya, mai us paani se nahaya to mere jism se oil puri tarha se saaf ho gaya. mera daban ek dumm se chamakne laga tha.
abb ek din mujhe us oil se saaf reh kr dekhna tha k main khud me aaye badlao ko sehn karne ki shakti rakhta hun ya nahi... pehle to mera sharir paralize hi rehta tha, aur mere andar aaye hue badlao ki waja se main kuch kar paane ki halat me nahi rehta tha.
warna osha ko chodte waqt jaisi meri halat hoti thi, wo main hi jaanta tha, us time agar main paralize na hota to na-jaane main kya kuch galt kar jaata.
nahane ke baad maine khud ko saaf kiyaa ur ek lungi baandh kr anjali aur baba ke paas chala gaya. anjali mere badan ko ghaur se dekhne lagi, mere zakhm abb puri tarha sebhar chue the.
baba mere chehre se kuch andaza lagane ki koshish kar rahe the.
raja:- baba aap kya dekh rahe han.
baba:- raja beta abhi tum jhonpdi ke andar jaao aur andar se darwaza band kar lena.. tum abhi naha ke aaye ho, hawa lagne se tumme badlao aa sakte han, kahi aisa na to tum khud par kaabu bhul jaao aur kuch gadbad ho jaaye..
main baba ki baat samjh gaya..
raja:- hi baba ji..
jaise baba ne kaha tha main andar jhonpdi me chala gaya. aur andar se kundi laga li.. mere kundi lagate hi bahar se bhi kisi ne kundi laga di... main andar bichi hui ek chitaai par baith gaya aur khud par focus karne laga k mujhme kya kuch change aata ha, baba ne jo kaha tha, kahi wo sach to nhi kahi main khud par kaabu bhul kar kuch galt hi na kar jaaon..
main chataai pr baith gaya aur apne andar hone wale badlaao ke ubharne ka wait karne laga. 10 mint tak kuch bhi nahi hua.. lekin jitna bhi time lagta, mujhe filhal rehna to isi jhonpdi me tha..
20 mint guzre to mujhe apne andar se heat badhti hui mehsus hone lagi. same wahi halat hone lagi jo osha se chudaai ke samay hone lagti thi.
5 mint me mera jism ne paseena chhodna shuru kar diya, us paseeene me wahi smell aane lagi to baba ke malish karte samay aati thi.
mujhe thandi hawa ka ehsaas bhi hone laga, lekin heat badhti hi ja rahi thi, mera lund jo abb kuch aur bada lagne laag tha, wo bhi khada ho gaya, aur lungi se bahar aane ko machalne laga, maine apne lund ko lungi se bahar kiya aur usay dekhne laga, wo full tana hua khada tha.. uski sakhti badhne lagi aur fir wo itni badhi k mere liye us sakhti se hone wale dard ko sehn karna mushkil hone laga. mere lund ki ragen beinteha phoolne lagei theen. aisa lagne laga k wo phhat jayengi.
yahi condition osha ki chut me lund ke ghuste samay hoti thi. lund mere hath me aaya aur main osha ki chut ke liye machalne laga... mera mann hone laga k osha abhi aa jaaye aur main usay neche pathak pathak kar chodne lagoon. itna mera khud par se control khone laga.
main apne lund ko padke hi khada hua aur jhonpdi me tehalne laga, lund to khatarnaak had takk akad hi chuka tha. parr jism ne paseene ki nadiyan bahani shuru kar di thee..
meri bechaini badhne lagi, mere andar ki heat ne laawe ki shakal akhtiyar kar li aur wo laawa mere jism se bahar nikalne ke liye ke liye zor lagane laga, ek alag se pressure sa mere andar se baahar aane ke liye machalne laga.
jis waja se mere andar ek alag hi atqat ubharne lagi, ko mere jism ko sakht karne lagi aur mere baazuoon ki machhliyaan itni sakht hone lagi jaise abhi mere baazo phat jayengeen. ya main neeche baith akr zameen par mukka maaron to zameen ret ke tarha se phat jaye aur mere hath zameen ma jaa samaye.
main paralize tha, to khud ki power ko judge nahi kar paya tha. ya wo ubhar kar saamne nahi aai thi. lekin abb mere andar laawe ke saath taqat bhi beinteha badhne lagi thi. mera khud par se control tootne laga...
mera dil kiya k main is darwaze ko tod dun aur bahar ja kar kisi ko pakad kar apne lund ke neeche le aaon. itni bechaini badhi k fir main jhonpdi ke darwaze ki badhne laga...
mere andar zeher tha, jiss waja se mere liye sabb sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha. wahi mere andar bhayankar badlaao laane laga tha.
main darwaze ke paas poncha to baba shayad kisi jaga se mujhe hi dekh rahe the. wo wahi se bole.
baba:- raja beta darwaze ke paas matt aana, warna bohat kuch galt ho jaayega.
raja:- baba mere liye sehn karna mushkil hota ja raha hai, mujhe aisa lagg raha ha, jaise mere andar ka laawa apni seeema laang kar mere sharir ko reza reza kar dega.. ye sabb meri sehn shakti se bohat pare ha baba, mere liye kuch keejiye..
baba:- beta pehle bhi to tum sabb sehn kar hi lete the. abb kyun nahi kar paa rahe ho..
baba ki baat sun kar mere damag ki batti jali aur main sochne laga k pehle bhi har baar khud par kabu paa liya karta tha, aur is sabb me meri madad renu ki yaaden kiya karti theen. parr aaj mere liye aisa karna asaan bhi yo nahi tha,
pehle to osha ki waja se mere andar ka zeher nikal jaya karta tha..
raja:- baba osha........... main itna hi keh paaya tha..
baba:- raja beta osha har baar to tumhe shant karne se rahi, kya tum aise hi khud par kaabu bhul kar sabb kuch barbad kar donge.. aise to tum dunya ke lye khatra ban jaaoge. kya tum insaan nahi bane rehna chahte. ik jaanwar ban ke zindagi guzarna chahte ho. beta khud se lado. aur apne andar ki shakti ko jagao.
baba ki baaten bhi sahi theen, lekin ye mere liye asaan bhi to nahi tha.
dard ya jalan ki baat hoti to sehn bhi kar leta, lekin aaj to power ka bhandaar bhi tha, aur sex ka seema laang raha nasha damag par chadne laga tha. jis ki latt mujhe osha se lag chuki thi, aur mere andar ka zeher bhi osha ki chut se kaabu me aane lagaa tha.
main kise bhi karke khud par kaabu paane ki koshish karne laga, baba ke liye mere dil me bohat respect thi, aur main dil se koi aisi galti nai karna chahta tha, jis se baba ka sarr jhuk jaaye. is liye main baba ki respect karte hue khud par kaabu karke renu ki yaadon me khud ko lejaane laga. mushkil to namumkin ki hadd takk tha, parr renu ki yaaden bhi mere liye kamm nahi then. renu to meri zindagi thi.
renu ki baat hi alag thi. main kaise bhi karke khud ko renu ki yaadon se jodne laga.
main wahi chataai par ja betha. ye sabb mere liye asaan nahi tha, renu ki yaadon me jaane ke liye bhi mujhe apne damag se zayada dil par dhayan dena tha aur mera damag mujhe dil ki taraf jaane se rok raha tha.
mera lund aur andar ubalta hua laawa is sabb me rakawat banne ki koshish kar rahe lage..
damag ki power wish ki waja se badhi hui thi, badi mehnat karni padegi renu ki yaadon se judne ke liye..
lekin jaana to tha hi renu ki yaadon me, warna baba ne jo mehnat mujhpar ki thi, wo sabb barbad ho jaati, agar main kuch galt kar deta to baba ki kya izzat reh jaati, sabb hi yahi kehte k ise bachane ki kya zarurat thi, mar jaane diya hota, agar mar jaata to ye anarth to na hota..
yahi baaten mujhe himmat de rahi thi. main baba ke liye sharmindgi ka bayas nahi banna chahta tha..
renu ki yaadon me jaane ke liye maine apna pura focus dil par kanra shuru kar diya.
pyaar agar sacha ho to manzil milna mushkil zarur hota hai, lekin namumkin nahi,
aur renu to fir bhi meri zindagi thi, renu ki yaaden to mere khoon me tarha daud rahi thi, renu ki yaadon ko lautne me samay zarur laga, par main renu ki yaadon se khud ko jodne me safal ho hi gaya.
main chataai par betha renu ki yaadon me khone laag. baba bhi shayad bahar relax ho gaye the.
ye to abhi sex aur power ka nasha tha, jo abhi pehle baar mujhpar khatarnaak hadd takk asar andaz hua tha. abb aur bhi pata nai mujme kitne badlao aa chuke the. wo to baad me hi pata chalega..
pata nahi main kitni der aise hi betha raha, baba ne bahar se kundi kholi aur fir door ko khatkhatane lage. maine awaz sun kar khud ko dekha to mera badan khushk tha, aur mera lund bhi soya pada tha, maine khud par ghuar kiya to mujhe laga ab main normal hun to main khada hua aur apne lund ko lungi me kaid karne ke baad jaa kar darwaze ki kundi khol di..
baba andar aye aur mujhe gale se laga liya.
baba:- bohat achche beta, tumne mujhe meri mehnat ka phal de diya. main bohat khush hun tumse. warna ye sabb itna bhi asaan nahi tha.. tumne apni sambhog shakti par kaabu paa kar sabat kar diya hai k abb tum apne andar aane wale badlao me bhi safal rahoge...
raja:- baba mujhme aur kya badlaao ayenge..
baba:- ek to tum bohat achche se samjh chuke ho, jo abhi kuch der pehle tum me dikha.. aur baaki jo badlaao tumme aayenge.. unme se ek to tumme taqat bohat badegi aur dusra tumara damag bhi bohat taqatwar ban jayega. uski kaarkardgi pehle se bhi kai guna zayada hogi. aur tum kisi bhi kaam ko agar lagan se seekhoge to tumhare liye usay seekhna kuch bhi mushkil nahi hoga.. abhi to tumne apni ankhen bhi nahi dekhi han, jabb dekhoge to khud hi samjh jaaoge...
hum to jogi han aur saanpo me rehne wale, hum par tumhari ankhon ka asar nahi hoga, parr aam insaan ke liye tumhari ankhon me dekh paana asaan nahi hoga.
iske ilawa ghusse ki halat me tumhe khud par kaabu rakhna hoga, warna tumhare andar ka wish tumhe ek jaanwar bana dega...
raja:- osha ki waja se mere andar ka wo zeher kisi ke liye abb hanikarak to nahi raha..
baba:-nahi raja beta, abb aisa koi darr nahi hai, ulta tumhare sambhog se stree ko bhi fayda hi hoga.. stree ki choti moti bimariyan theek karne ki shakti tumhare sambhog kaariya me aa gai hai.
raja:- baba main ye kaise ho sakta hai, zeher kisi ke andar jaane se koi theek kaise hoga.
baba:-(muskurate hue) raja beta yahi to baat hai. tumhe sirf zeher hi to nahi diya gaya, zeher ke sath aur bhi to bohat kuch tumhe khilaya gaya hai. wo zeher sambhog ke liye khatarnaak nahi hai, haan parr kisi ko khoon matt dena. warna wo foran hi mar jayega.. aur ek aur khaas baat, kabhi bhi kisi ke hath apna khoon matt lagne dena. warna dunya bohat hi laalchi hai, tumhare khoon se pata nai aur kya kuch banane ke chakkar me padne lage.. tumhare khoon me bohut kuch badal chuka hai, abb tum khoon ke hisaab se aam insaan nahi rahe ho..
raja:- theek hai baa ji main dhyaan rakhunga.. baba main abb kuch bhi khaa pi sakta hun ya abhi bhi mujhe wahi pehle jaisa hi khaana peena padega..
baba:- nahi raja beta abb tumhe kuch bhi khaane se mana nahi hai. parr abhi wahi sabb dawayi tumhe ek hafte takk aur khani hai, uske baad tumhe kisi aur cheez ki zarurat nahi hai..... maine anjali se keh kr jagan ko bulaya hai. tum us ke sath bahar ghoom fir aao, aur khud ko parkho khud ke andar aane wale badlao ki jaanch karo, agar kuch gadbad lage to pehle ki hi tarha se khud par kaabu paa lena. lekin kuch ulta seedha na kar bethna..
baba bohat pyaar se bole..
raja:- nahi baba ji main abb main khud se ladta rahunga, mujhe meri renu ki yaadon se bohut shakti milti hai..
baba:- raja beta renu ke baare me abhi tumne kuch bataya nahi..
rja:- chalo baba hum bahar chal kar baten karte han, wahi main aapko sabb bata deta hun.
hum bahar aaye to anjali aur jagan bethe masti kar rahe the. humen dekh kar shaant baith gaye.
bahar khatiya par baith kar maine baba ko apne island se bhaagne se le kar goli lagne takk ka sabb kuch bata diya. anjali aansu bahane lagi meri daastan sunkar.
jagan bhi dukhi ho gaya tha, meri kahani sunke. baba ne mere kandhe par hath rakh diya.
baba:- beta bhagwan ne tumhe nayi zindagi di hai to abb tum bhi apni renu ko bacha kar apne dushmano se badla le sakte ho. lekin beta pehle tumhe un sabb ka saamna karne ke liye kaabil to banna hi padega.. pehle ki hi tarha se tum khud ko unke chungal me na phansa lena, har jung ladai se nahi jeeti ja sakti.
wo damag wale log hain, paisa bhi hai unke paas aur power bhi hai, tumhe khud ko unse ladne ke liye bohat mehnat karni padegi, maine tumhe bachane ke liye tumhe bohat kuch khila diya hai, tumhare hathu ko sahi karne ke liye bhi mujhe bohat kuch karna pada hai, tumhare hathu me abb bohat taqab aa gai hai. usi ko istemal me lana, apne ahthu se aur apni budhi se apne dushmano se saamna karna.
ye asbb asaan nai tha raja beta, maine apne poorvab ki zindagi ka saara tajurba tujhpe nichhawar kar diya hai. tum apne andar aane wale sabhi badlaao ko samjho aur usay kaam me laao. tum bohat shakti shaali ban jaaoge.
abb tum pehle jaise nahi rahe ho, apni budhi ka sahi paryog karna seekh lena. warna kab tak unse ladte rahoge.budhi se ladai jeetna asaan hai, taqat to bail me bhi hoti hai..
raja:- baba aapne sahi kaha, pehle bhi main josh me aa kar renu ko kho chuka hun, main aap ki sabb baaten kabhi nahi bhulunga, aur jaisa aapne kaha waisa hi karunga. mere dushman sach me hi bohut zayada khatrnaak han, mujhe taqat ke sath apne damag ka bhi istemal karna seekhna hoga.
baba:- bohat achche raja beta. tum me lagan to hai hi, abb bass tum khud par kaabu rakhte hue soch vichar se har kadam uthana. tum kabhi nakaam nahi rahoge.
meri duayen tumhare sath han raja beta..
anjali abhi bhi dukhi chehra liye mujhe dekh rahi thi, baba ke kehne par anjali andar se ek dhoti kurta le aai, maine wo pehn liye aur jagan ke sath basti ka chakkar lagane nikal pada. jagan bohut hi hans mukh ladka tha, uske sath ghoomte hue bohut achcha lag raha tha.
jagan:- raja aaj main tumhe kuch khaas dikhata hun. yahan to sab aise hi ha. mere sath chalo aaj main tumhe ek anokhe insaan se milwata hun. tumne apni zindagi me aisa insaan kabhi nahi dekha hoga..
raja:- achcha, aisa hai to fir chalo, dekhte han us anokha insaan ko.
jagan muskurata hua jungle ki ik side badhne laga... main jagan ki muskan se samjh gaya k wo mujhe kuch special dikhana chahta hai..
main dhoti kurte me tha aur abhi bhi mere pura wajud baalon se bhara hua tha, main island se bhaagte waqt jis halat me tha. abb bhi waisa hi tha, agar kuch change aaya to to baba ke ilaj ki waja se. baaki main waisa hi tha..
adhe ghante me hum jungle ke andar pohnch gaye..
raja:- haan jagan hum pohnch gaye jungle me, abb aur aage kahan jaana hai.
jagan:- bass kuch hi der me hum pohnchne wale han.
5 mint me jagan mujhe liye jungle me kuch bhi aage badh gaya. ye jungle darakhto ka ek bada zakheera tha. yahan har kisam k parinde to aate rehte the, lekin yahan junglee jaanwar nahi the. bohat bade area par darkht phele hue the to ise jungle ka naam diya gaya tha..
jagan:- raja wooooooooooooo samane dekho.....
jagan ne wooooo ko khenchte hue kuch door ek smit ishara kiya. jabb maine us taraf dekha to meri ankhen apne size ke kai guna badi ho gai theen.
baat hi kuch aisi thi..
jagan mujhe dekh kar hassne laga.
jagan:- kyun raja maine kaha tha na, tumhe dunya ke sabse anokhe insaan se milwaaonga. abhi wo apni parctice me masruf hai. jaise hi wo farigh hoga, main tumhe usse se milwa dunga.
main jagan ko kya dekhta, main to deede phhade saamne dakhto par kartab karte hue admi ko dehkne laga..
mujhse 150 meter ki doori par ek 45 age ka admi darkhto par uchhalta fir raha tha, wo sharir se ek mota admi tha, lekin wo darkhto par aise jump laga raha tha, jaise uska wazan ho hi naa. uski uchhal kood hairat angez thi.
jump lagate hue us aadmi ki nazar hum par padi. wo humse 150 meter ki doori par tha.
lekin yahan bhi usne mere damag ka fuse hi uda diya. itni speed me koi bhaag kar nahi aa sakta tha mere paas. jitni furti me wo dakhton par jump karte hue hum tak pohnch gaya.
hamare paas hi ek ooncha dakht tha, jis height koi 70 feet thi, wo us darakht par 50 feet ki oonchaai par tha. wahi se usne jump lagaya. aur hawa me udta hua hamare paas aa kr khada ho gaya.
uske ghutne tak nahi mude the. 5 feet se bhi jump lagaya jaaye to admi apne ghune fold zarur karta hai. blake wo akrta nahi khud b khud ho jaate han.
lekin us admi ke pair zameen par lagte hi uske ghutne fold nahi hue. ye ek na kaabil e yakeen baat thi.
meri ankhen aur bhi badi ho gai theen. ye kaise ho sakta ha. uske pair kyun nahi toote, usne apne ghutno ko fold kyun nai kiya.
yahan ek baat jo mere liye surprising thi. k wo aisa kaise kr sakta hai. wahi ek dusri baat bhi mere andar janam lene lagi..
baba ne kaha tha mere andar badlaao aayenge. jitna unho ne bataya tha, uske ilawa bhi aur kya kuch mujhme change ayega, na to baba sabb jaante the aur na hee main sabb jaante tha, lekinn is aadmi ko dekh kar mere andar se kuch click ho raha tha.
jagan aur admi mujhe dekh muskura rahe the...
jagan ne mujhe kandhe se pakad kar hilaya... to main hosh me aaya..
jagan:- sandhu ji ye raja hai.. ye humen khaai se neeche zakhmi halat me mila tha. baba ne iska ilaj kiya hai, tabb se ye yahi hamare paas hi hai..
sandhu:- kaise ho raja beta..
raja:- main theek hun sandhu ji, parr aap ye sabb kaise kar rahe the..
sandhu ji meri meri baat sun kar muskuraye..
sandhu:- raja beta ye sabb mera shok hai. bachpan me hi main ye sabb karne laga tha. abb to bodha hone laga hun..
raja:- lekin aap ye sabb kaise kar sakte han. ye to koi insaan kar hi nahi sakta.
sandhu:- raja beta mai tumhe asaan bhasha me samjhata hun, shayad tum kuch samjh sako, vaise meri baaten kamm hi kisi ki samjh me aati han. raja beta kya tumne kabhi parindo ko ghaur se dekha hai. main tumhe kawwe ki misal deta hun. tumne kawwe ko kabhi fiza se aa kar neeche zameen par baithte dekha hai, wo apne pairon ke ball kar neeche aata hai, pairon ko ek khaas andaaz me...... ooo, raja beta wo saaamne dekho udhar saamne dekho...... sandhu ji ne ek taraf ishara kiya..
saamne kuch faasle par ek parinda upaar se udta hua aaya aur aa kr neeche baith gaya..
sandhu:- raja beta tumne us parinde ke zameen par kadam rakhne ke andaz ko dekha, kis tarha se ye zameen par utarte han.
raja beta mera damag shuru se hi aisi cheezo ko parkhne me laga rehta tha.
aur fir main bhi in parinde ko dekhte hue ulte seedhe pange lene laga.
thehro main tumhe fir se karke dikhata hun. sandhu ji ne wahi khade khade hi hawa me ek jump lagaya aur 12 feet oonchi ek dakht ki tehni ko pakad kar uske upar chadd gaye, sandhu ji ne ye itni furti me kiya k main to usko dekhta hi reh gaya. sandhu ji wahi nahi ruke. unho ne usi darakht par 2 jump aur lagaye aur fir dekhte hi dekhte wo 30 - 35 feet upar ja pohnche. wo wahi se bole..
sandhu:- raja beta, abb ghaur se mujhe dekhna. abb main bulandi se neeche zameen ki taraf aa raha hun.tum bass is baat par ghaur karna k main kaise upar se neeche aata hun..
aur is baar firse sandhu ji ne mujhe heran kar diya. jitna wazan unke badan ka tha, uske liye ye mumkin nahi tha. lekin wo ye sabb badi hi maharat se kar rahe the..
palak jhapakte hi wo mere paas pohnch gaye..
sandhu:- dekha raja beta, ye hai meri umar bhar ki kamaai.
raja:- sandhu ji mere mann me bhi kuch hulchal si hone lagi hai, kya ap mujhe ye sabb sikha sakte han... mujhe iski badi zarurat hai. mere dushman bohat hi khatarnaak han..
sandhu ji mujhe ghaur se dekhne lage. fir wo der takk meri ankhon me dekhte rahe. aur fir achanak se wo muskurane lage..
sandhu:- raja beta ye sabb asaan nahi hai. lekin mujhe tumme kuch dikh gaya hai. jaise jagan ne bataya k baba tumhara ilaj kar rahe han. to tumhari ankhen mujhe kuch kuch samjha bhi rahi han.
raja beta ye maine kisi se seekha nahi hai, na to mera kabhi koi ustaad raha hai, aur nahi maine kabhi kisi ko apna shagird banaya hai. mujhse aaj takk kisi ne ye sabb sekhne ke liye bhi nahi kaha.
raja beta ek baat aur hai, kya ye sabb tumhe lagta hai k tumhare mazaj se milti hai, kahi aisa na hi k darmiyan me hi tumhara concentrate toot jaye aur tum kahi gehri chot na khaa jao.
raja:- sandhu ji main padha likha nahi hun, mujhe asaan bhasha me samjha do.
sandhu:- oooo. tumhe padhe likhe nahi ho.
raja:- ji nahi sandhu ji main kuch bhi nai padha hua. meri abb takk ki zindagi aise hi guzar gai hai..
sandhu:- raja beta. kisi cheez ko be wazan karna, is baat ka matlab samjhte ho, gravity, yani k kashish e saqal....
raja:- nahi sandhu ji aap samjha den..
sandhu:- fir to ye bohat hi mushkil ho jayega tumhare liye..
itna bol kar wo kuch sochne lage. jagan is beech kuch nahi bola..
sandhu:- raja beta itna to tum samjhte ho. har cheez upar se neeche zameen ki taraf aaati hai.tum kisi bhi cheez ko upar phenkoge to wo aupar aur upar to jaane se rahi, jitni bhi power tum us cheez ko upar phenkne me lagaaoge, akhir wo ayegi to neeche hi..
yahi hai, kashish e saqal. yani ki zameen ki apne taraf khenchne ki power..
zameen me kashish hoti hai aur wo hr ek cheez ko apne taraf khenchti hai. tumne bhange phool dekhe hain. wo jo bilkul halke se hote han. roi ke jaise, agar unko ek phonk maara jaaye to wo zameen par aane ki bajaye upar hi upar aur bhi udna shuru kar dete han. wo kashish e saqal se bahar ho jaate han. aur zameen unhe apni or khench nahi sakti.
mujhe sandhu saab ki ye baat samjh me aane lagi, aur main sandhu ji ki baten aur bhi ghaur se sunne laga.
sandhu:- uska bhi ek khaas tarika hota ha. tum jis tarha se apni zubaan ko chand lamho ke liye taste se mehrum kar sakte ho. tum jis tarha apni sunne ki hiss ko apne control me kar sakte ho.. misal ke taur par agar tum kahi shor wali jaga par ho. aur tum apne paas khade hue apne kisi dost ki baat laazmi sunna chahte ho. to tum shor parse apna dhyaan hata kar apne dost ki awaz par apna focus badha doge. isse se tumhe shor par control hasil ho jayega. aur tumhe apne dost ki baat sahi se samjh me aane lagi...
main tumhe ek misal aur bhi deta hun..
agar tumahre aas paas ek bohat hi zordar dhamaka ho aur tumhare andar ki hiss tumhe foran hi uske baare me bata de to tum apni will power se kaam me la kar khud ko dhamake ki zordaar awaz se anjaan bana sakte ho. warna dhamake ki shadeed awaz tumhare asabi nizam (nervous system) ko khatarnaak hadd tak nuksaan pohncha sakti hai..
isi tarha se tumhari nigahon ke saamne se koi bhi cheez guzre, aur agar tum usay nazar andaz karna chahte ho to tum apne damag ko kahi aur kisi kaam me laana shuru kar doge.. is tarha se wo cheez tumhare damag tak rasai hasil nahi kar paayegi.
meri sabb baton ka maqsad sirf itna hi hai. k maine apne wazan(weight) ko kashish e saqal se azaad kar diya hai. mera sabb kuch hi mere control me hai. bass baat sirf samjhne ki hai aur regular practice karne ki hai. jabb takk tum ise sahi se samjh na jaao. jabb tum ise samjh jaaoge to tumhe bhi ye sabb karne me koi pareshani nahi hogi..
raja beta tumne kabhi nawab wajid ali shah ka naam suna hai..
raja:- nahi sandhu ji maine ye naam pehle kabhi nahi suna.. kaun han ye..
sandhu:- nawab wajid ali shah lucknow me rehte the. angrezo ke daur ki baat hai.
unho ne bhi khud ko zameeni kashish se azad karwa liya tha. wo zameen me nangi talvaren taang kar unpar raqs kiya karte.. apne pairon se daba kar talvar ko zameen me gaadh diya karte the. kabhi bhi koi bhi talvar unhe zakhmi nahi kar saki..
bass maine bhi unhe padha hai to main bhi unhe ke jaise sabb karne laga, meri lagan achchi thi, isliye main seekh gaya.
abb agar tum bhi ye sabb seekna chahte ho to. to kal se aa jaana.. ek akhri baat main tumhe aur bata dun. mujhe bhi tumse baaten karne me bohat maza aa raha hai.
ye jagan tumhare saamne khada hai. isse se pooch lo, koi bhi meri baaten samjh nahi pata aur na hi koi aise ye sabb karne ki lagan dil me rakhta hia..
kyun jagan tum ye sabb karna chahte ho..
jagan:- nahi nahi chacha ji kyun mujhe marwane ka irada rakhte han aap. abhi to meri shadi bhi nahi hui..
jagan ki baat sun kar hum dono hi hassne lage. jagan bhi hamare sath hi milkar hassne laga..
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